Love Moderately

9/30/2014 - Tuesday - 11:18 AM

Haven't updated in forever...

SOOO MUCH HAS HAPPENED. OH MY GOD.

I caught Maddox looking at me right now.. we had a small awkward glance at each other.

We looked at each other again... teehee

Anyway I've been having boy drama for some reason...

Because.

Apparently.

Aaron.

Likes.

Me.

THE FUCKKKK?!?!?!

For those who don't remember, he's my best guy friend. I mean, I've read those wattpad books were the guy friend falls in love with the girl. But my life is not normal, so why is it cliche right now?

So Sonja told me that Aaron texted her last night... and told her that he's liked me since 6th grade, which is kinda awkward because he's liked me even when I liked Ryan. So weird. And he still likes me.

I was going to update earlier about homecoming, which is next week. So homecoming is like, this weekend or something, and I was going to joke about how nobody will ask me to it. I actually don't care whether I'm asked or not, it's only homecoming, not senior prom. But you know, now I'm scared that I might actually be asked to homecoming. Because of Aaron. Dun dun dun. He's my best guy friend, so it's weird. I don't have feelings for him like that. But I'm scared because what will I do if he does ask me out? He's going through depression right now, so like, I don't want him to become suicidal afterwards. But I don't have feelings for him and like me, I don't think he likes being led on.

My life is just a whole bunch of shit right now.

Ooooh so now I'm in social studies and Maddox had nobody to work with do he joined my group and we had to work on a crossword together, it was awkward. And also because the 3rd peson in our group wasn't here yesterday so she doesn't know anything on the crossword, so it was literally just me and Maddox. Especially since we only had one piece of paper. So I had to lean over his desk to look at the paper, and our heads were really close together. Our knees accidentally touched omg. His leg was freaking warm though, and mine is cold as ice. How can he have such warm legs when the fucking AC is being blasted throughout the school??

Anyway class is almost over, so bye.