A Flair For The Dramatic

20. save me

"I- d-dont k-know I'm fucking lost," I cry in response to him asking where I am. It's hard to think or to breath. I'm exhausted from my body over working everything.

"Calm down. It's okay, I'm with Austin I can get him to drive me to you. Turn on you maps on snapchat," he says trying to be calm. I do as he says and choke on my sobs.

"That's kinda close to my house," Austin says in the background. "It will take over 2 hours to get you.. but Oli could pick you up and it will only be 30 minutes?" He says softly.

I cry harder, every second alone seems likes hours. "P-please," I cry shaking. "F-fuck my p-hones on 2%."

"Okay get viable to the closet road and stay there I'm going to get-"

My phone dies and I clutch my phone to my chest tightly. After a few minutes I go around to the front of the store and get on the curb. I hold myself and pace back and forth.

I tug at my hair and then my I roll up my sleeves and look at the skin that's smeared with the blood that leaked out since I scratched it. Its drying now so it wont be a problem..

Carefully I pull my sleeves down and go over to the streetlight and rest my forehead on the cold metal. My mom.. she wasn't the best mom but.. she died?

No..

She couldn't have?

That doesn't happen to real people. If I was in a movie or book maybe but this is real. I choke and cough on my sobs and wish that Oli would hurry up.

I dont even know what he looks like.. what I some random person pulls up and I get in thinking its him and then I get kidnapped. Or maybe he won't be able to find me..

I'm scared, sad, and lonely..

Apparently I look like I'm talking to someone or looking a 'naughty' pictures as I write bc I smile weirdly and stare at my phone..