It's been a week since I fixed Oliver's hand and now every day for at least a hour I go to his room and hang out with him. Well, I hang out with him for way over a few hours but since I fall asleep I think that doesn't matter.
I'm with him consciously for about a hour every day. But today I visited him for about a hour and left instead of falling asleep. It's about 8pm and I'm not expecting anyone to disturb me so I go to the box with the stuff in it..
Yesterday Alan forced me to take another box and I'm scared to open it. I'm not sure why but I want to use them.. I slowly open the new box and blush.
Girl clothes?
I've never really thought about wearing girl clothes.. People already mistake me for a girl. Panties.. I pick them up and look at them curiously
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I take off my clothes and slide the panties up my legs and onto me. I blush at the feeling the this. Why am I doing this?
Because I'm curious..
I carefully put the fishnet stockings on and blush more. I'm so stupid, why am I doing this?
I put on some shorts and a light purple crop top. I grab the collar from the other box that I keep hidden under my bed and put it on. Also I put on my black hoodie unzipped because I hate my arms.
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As I look in the mirror I can't help but smile. I look sexy.. I feel sexy. I get out my phone and take a few pictures. The most innocent on I send to Alan.
Me: where did these even come from?
Alan: OH MY GOD YOU ARE SO PRETTY
Alan: I GOT THE CLOTHES FROM MY FRIEND BC SHE BOUGHT A BUNCH OF CLOTHES THAT HAPPENED TO BE TO SMALL
Me: WHY ARE YOU STILL YELLING
Alan: BECAUSE IF I WAS STRAIGHT AND NOT ME I WOULD TOTALLY BANG THAT
Me: OH MY GOD, IM A GUY. AND I GUESS THANKS FOR THE COMPLIMENT?? BUT HHHHHHHHH I SHOULDN'T LIKE DRESSING LIKE THIS BUT I THINK I DO
Me: HELP
Alan: OH I AM HELPING;)
As I'm texting the next thing my door opens and Oli looks surprised. He closes the door and bites his bottom lip.
"Alan said.. that you needed help with something?" He says shamelessly checking me out.
"O-oh, i- um?" I stutter and he comes up to me with a smirk. He grabs the chain leash and pulls taking me make a little noise in my throat and stumble forward. I have to grab onto him so I don't smack face first into him.
"Hey, that's not nice," I pout and look up at him. Oh my god.. why is he looking at me so.. so.. I don't know but it makes me feel weak in my knees.
"Who said I was nice?" He says grabbing my face a little forcefully but I don't dislike it? Why do I like this!?
"Me?" I say in a whisper.
He chuckles and let's go of my face. He then holds my hip as his other hand holds the leash keeping me from backing away. "Love, how about you get on your knees?" He says and puts his hand on my shoulder push slightly.
Some reason I obey but then I gasp. "W-wait, I- um, I've n-never- " I start frantically trying to get him to understand that I'm inexperienced and dont want to do this.
"You've never gave a blowjob before?" He asks looking down at me. I almost want to cry because of this. I'm now upset that I couldn't be a normal 17 year old and just suck his- wait.. that sounds weird.
But most people my age have already had sex and done stuff but the thought of sex or blowjobs scares me. Like, what if I choke? Or throw up? And sex is something I've always said I wasn't ready for.
"Are you a virgin?" He asks as I'm on my knees In front of him. Tears brim to my eye.
"Yes-" sir. Why the fuck did I almost say that?? I swear I read to many dirty fanfictions.. Maybe that's why I'm into this?
I've read a lot of smut book that have kinks and enjoyed them but I never thought I had those kinks.. it's just interesting to read..? He gets down to my level and grabs my face softly. His face has a soft caring expression on.
"Oh love, don't cry. I didn't mean to make up uncomfortable," he says softly and smiles a little. I blush and look into his brown eyes and only see kindness.
"I'm sorry, I'm just real scared of anything to sexual? I don't know what's wrong with me," I mumble. He smiles and looks at my lips for a moment.
"Well, you know how little kids are scared of slides or trying new food? It's like that, after it happens you either love it or realize you dont like it. But most of the time the kid loves it," he says and I can't help but blush more.
I've never seem Oli like this. He's usually really tired looking or high.
"Maybe.. but.."
"I knew, not right now... but can I try something?" He asks and I nod a little trusting him. He leans in and kisses me on the lips. I close my eyes and move my lips against his. He runs his thumb across my cheek in a soothing way and I put my hand on his shoulder and the other on his hip as I kiss him smoothly.
Oh my god I've never felt like this while kissing Alan. My heart is beating so fast and I have butterflies in my stomach and chest. My whole body feels like is on cloud nine and I love this.
One of his hands moves to my hip and he bites my bottom lip for a second before I'm parting my lips. His tongue slides into my mouth and I let my tongue slides against his as we kiss.
After a little while of this I cant breath so I pull away blushing like crazy. I cover my mouth embarrassed. Fuck I'm hard..
"Mmm, yeah. I'm going to go before I cant control myself," he says and I cant help but notice the large bulge in his pants.
"Y-yeah," I say and try to hide my own bulge. He kisses my cheek and gets up. I watch as he leaves and then smile to myself. He's so hot and.. Dominant but sweet.
