Freshman Year

1-21|Texting a Boy

"Failure is success if we learn from it."
-Malcolm Forbes
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Tuesday 
Outfit:
Today I'm wearing a baby blue oversized sweatshirt, black leggings, pink Nike sneakers, a white Pura Vida bracelet, a clear Lokai bracelet, and a wave bracelet.

So I was going through my fake names and real names list. I noticed I put one kid on there twice, once as Corbin and once as West. So imma go through later and change it so he has the same name the whole time. I know it's not another kid with the same name because he's the only one with it. I also put that Reece's real name was Florida. I have no clue who Florida is supposed to be. So imma have to figure out who he is. (update: I have officially changed the Corbin kid to Corbin. Also I realized Reece is the kid from my health class who was only there for a month.)

Now onto why the chapter is called that. So in Bio, I sit next to this kid I'm going to call Logan. I don't know Logan very well and we sorta talk during class. My Dad picked me up from school and let me drive to go get a drink. As we were waiting in line I saw that I got a text from Reagan. Here's the conversation
Reagan: "Hey Logan asked me for your number, do you want me to or not"
Reagan: 😁
8 minutes later

She asked me to respond cause he kept texting her.
7 minutes later

I told her I didn't respond since I was driving and then I asked her if I should but she wasn't sure. And Mia was taking her permit test today so I texted her to see what she thought I should do. But she obviously didn't respond since she was taking the test. Then I texted Paige but she was at swim practice so no response. So I was just like ope. So I think Reagan just assumed no.

Awhile later Mia texts me. She passed! Then we had a long conversation. She then texted Felipe and asked what Logan thought of me. But Felipe said he couldn't say and she had to ask him herself. Then Mia asked Logan and gave Logan my number. Logan said he wanted to play 8-ball. Then he said that's he's hesitant to like another girl.

Haha, I'm a very awkward shy person. So that's fun. I've only ever texted Jeff (the annoying kid said for good reasons, refer to 8-13), Rachel's brother (who I didn't have interest in cause it's her brother), and a boy in my grade from my sister's school who my sister basically told me what to say.

He said: Lilianaaa
I said: hey Loggan

Then he said that he only had 1 g, not 2. I was like oh whoops because Mia spelled his name with 2 Gs (that's not his actual name, so it was a different letter that was added)

We played a lot of texting games. Then he asked what music I listen to so I then asked him. He said a person who my sister listens to a lot in the car and who has good music. So then we talked about siblings. He didn't know I had a sister but knew I had a brother. Since he knew my brother I said "really?" which I regretted after sending. He then said he knew him from baseball. So I asked if he was playing this year but apparently he didn't even play last year. I was like ope whoops.

I sent Mia screenshots of our conversation and she helped me along the way. I don't have social media so we just texted on iMessages.

Now I don't know if I like him though. I've gotten over Jaxon a bit but whenever I see him I just fall back in. I've liked him since 7th. There's also this boy on the JV basketball team who I think is cute. He's a sophomore. I've never had any type of interaction with him but he's cute. Haha. I don't know what to do.

It's also going to be awkward during Bio since I sit right next to him at a 2 person table. Again, I'm an awkward shy person. Like aaagh.