Freshman Year

1-24|New Boy

"Never bend your head. Always hold it high. Look the world straight in the eye."
-Helen Keller
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Friday 
Outfit:
Today I'm wearing a long-sleeve cheer shirt, high waisted jeans, white Nike Air Force 1's, a silver necklace, a white Pura Vida bracelet, a clear Lokai bracket, and a wave bracelet.

So my Geometry test did not go very well. Some of the stuff we never did any problems like. But I got an A+ on my Etymology test so that's good.

During Bio Logan and I didn't talk much since we did a group assignment and we weren't in the same group. Then he had practice after school so I sent him a message asking how practice went and apparently it didn't end until I was already at cheer.

Today our game is against my sister's school. There's a JV boys game and a Varsity girls game going on at the same time, so they had the JV cheer team cheer for the girls. Then after the game, we cheered for the Varsity boys team. Logan went to the game but we didn't really acknowledge each other.

When the varsity boys game was going on us JV were sitting on the bleachers. And then here comes a guy on the other team and he's trying to get a ball and he starts to fall toward me and Mia. So I hurry and scoot out of the way but Mia didn't make it in time. And Mia already has a messed up finger from gymnastics. So she was icing her finger. Then the guy fell on Mia and only skimmed me. He fell on her finger. She was okay though thankfully.

Then during halftime, my Mom wanted me and my sister, Raelynn, to get a picture together. So we were getting our picture taken (which turned out awful. Raelynn turned more so I look really chunky. No hate on chunky but like... yeah.) then these two women asked us if we were cousins because they said we looked a lot alike. So then we said at the same time," No we're sisters."

After the game, I was standing next to Raelynn and my family while my parents talked to my brother's friend's parents. Then two guys from my sister's school walked up to Raelynn and pulled her aside. Then Raelynn came back and told me that her friend's brother thinks I'm cute. Then she asked if I wanted to give him my number. I thought he was cute. I'm shy so I didn't want to do it so I asked her to. Plus Logan was there and I don't know how that works. Like I'm not sure how texting guys work. Like Logan and I aren't "talking." So I don't think anything can be said. Like I don't know. Plus I feel like things are super awkward between me and Logan. But then again I'm just an awkward person.

Then a while after the game the guy texted me and he says his name and it's a name I've never heard before. So I thought that was cool. Imma just call him Oliver. Apparently, he's 14 and in 8th grade. I really want a guy who's older than me but I don't know if that'll happen from the guys in my grade. I have a summer birthday so I'm one of the older kids in my grade. I'm also older than Logan.

So we talked for a little bit and apparently he's a bit awkward too. Then my sister is friends with Oliver's bother so apparently, his brother was helping him text. I sent my sister screenshots of our messages but she didn't help very long. She said," Just be yourself." That's not very good advice. Like what am I supposed to say.