Bloom//ksj (paused)

Prologue

Where am I? Why is everything so dark and conjusted? I'm feeling hot here. Why?

Where is this? I have no idea. I am in a complete oblivion.

I suddenly don't know anything, Suddenly can't feel anything. It is like the numbness we feel sometimes. We see and hear fine but out of the blue, our hands can't feel anything, our eyes can't focus on the certain thing, our brain just stops.

And suddenly, as if all of my feelings gave an huge outburst, all of my feelings came exploding, exploring every unknown kind of emotions, I regained my emotions, once were completely lost.

I feel thirsty. I feel really thirsty. I want water. It feels like, I am thirsty enough to chug down two glasses of water in some seconds but, I suddenly don't have the energy to even hold the glass. Why?

Because, at the same time, I feel really cold.

My head hurts.

My head. It hurts.

I feel tears swelling. I might've been hit hard in the head.

When will these stop?

I feel them dropping. Tears. Something I was always afraid to shed infront of people. Which constantly reminded me,
You're weak,
you're weak,
you're weak.

Something that made me think I'm weaker than I was, ever in my life.

I see nothing. It's dark. It's really dark. I want to go to home.

I chant these like a religious person chanting to their Almighty. As if, their life was dependent on it. As if he could save them from all of their illogical beliefs and sins.

I feel nothing. Suddenly everything stops. Everything. I could hear things properly, But nothing rings in my ears.

I could see everything, but the darkness that is lingering in this stuffy room is not helping me to see an object. The room is dark.

I hear a slight noise. A shuffling noise.

What is that? I wonder as I am confused, scared what it might be. Sudden feeling of being unsafe hits me for the moment, until...

I know the fact that someone is beside me. A slender build. Steady heartbeat. Embracing me in a protective manner. A warm body. I feel warm.

I feel...safe.

They're holding my hand tightly. I feel it. The warmth. I suddenly feel so safe, like all my life I've been running towards an unknown direction. And I don't really know If that might end in a horrific dead-end or a conclusion I could never expect.

But in the end, The ending was so peaceful. It suddenly made me feel safe.

Whoever they are, they are hurt. I also notice abnormal breathing patterns.

I feel so...trapped.

Is it me I should worry, or the person who is holding me in their arms, oblivious about the current situation?

I am feeling dizzy. I don't know. What happened. Something hard might've hit my head. I feel restless. A pounding headache forms again.

What happened?

I feel cold water in my head. Coldest it ever had been.

And it all hit me.

I need to get out-