Deanna
"Nagresign na si Mario..."
I said to Jessica.
I said it as faint as a whisper.
I hope that Jessica heard it though, I don't want to say it again.
"Ano B? Nagresign si Mario? Bakit?! Pati ba cellphone niya nagresign? Kailangan ba isurrender din niya ang phone niya? Hindi man lang siya nagpaalam sa'kin ah! Anong dahilan? Anubayan! Yari talaga sa'kin yun!"
How I wish he managed to say goodbye.
I know now that the myth that people feel it when they are about to die is not true.
You won't know it if the shit will happen to you.
I think I can't take it anymore. I might burst into tears any second...
"Sige na B, I'm really tired. Pahinga ka na rin po. I love you so much. Sagutin mo na please..."
I can hear her fuming with anger. She really is upset towards Mario.
"Okay B, I love you too. Namiss kita! Ingat ka lagi ha! Ang dami ko pang gusto itanong pero bukas na. Goodnight!"
Then she hung up the phone.
Here I am on a room that I have never been before, crying for hundredth time today.
Mario...
What happened yesterday was the worst nightmare in my entire life.
Napakasakit!
Hindi lang ako nawalan ng tauhan.
Nawalan ako ng kaibigan,
Kakampi,
At kapatid...
He is the closest to me, next to my Dad and Jessica.
Dahil siya ang kasama ko simula pa noong una...
Siya ang nagpakilala sa akin ng mundong to. Pinaliwanag niya sa pinakamagandang paraan. Mas ginusto niya na imulat ako sa mundo namin ni Dad na parang fairy tale.
Si Dad ang hari, at ako ang crown princess.
Pinakita niya muna sa akin ang advantage ng katayuan ko before niya inisa-isa kung gaano kasalimuot ang buhay ko.
Kahit naipaliwanag sa akin ni Dad noong twelve years old ako ang Chinese Colony, kahit pinaliwanag niya sa akin ang pros and cons,
Hindi pa pala yun lahat.
It's just the tip of the iceberg.
Laging may threat.
