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Billy Hargrove x male reader

By: safe-tony-stark

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Yearning for you ?

Let me say that slowly again.

Him ?

Yearning ?

???

Billy yearning for someone is one thing

But him, yearning for someone who's a guy is a whole other thing

He didn't see it coming.

You slowly and discreetly invaded his mind with success, congrats

And he had hated every second of it.

Why you, why him and how.

As if he didn't had enough problems going on with his dad, now he had to deal with his feelings.

If he hates someone, he has no problems showing it

Same when he likes someone.

And you happen to be both.

Sometimes he's practically insulting you, and other times he's practically flirting

He doesn't know what to do.

Actually, he does know, but the whole "fairy" thing is making things really unattractive

He thought it would be some kind of man-crush at first, but that feeling never went away

Always wanting to spend time around you really frustrates him

Wishing you were there to see this, wanting to go to you to kill his boredom, hoping something would pull him closer to you

And if you managed to be his friend and not just someone he has a crush on, then you're definitely evil

Because imagining having someone around is simple and quick. You can easily think about something else before going back to it

But actually being around said person all the time, or a big part of it, is true hell

He can see you. He can feel you. He can hear you. He can smell you. He can have your attention.

And all this for real. He could fuck shit up in a second if not careful.

How can he forget you and his feeling if you're right next to him

Does he really want to get rid of them in the first place ?

With how long he stares at you. Just looking a few more seconds as something else grabbed your attention. Side eyeing you a little too often to watch your reactions

"You're like a yo-yo." You told him that.

One second he'd tell you to fuck off, frustration and anger in his tone, and the other one he's genuinely smiling at you.

He hates how you can make him really smile and laugh while he was holding a confidently proud face moments before

As if you were the one to choose what expressions he should wear.

And when you throw your arm around his shoulders during a party, holding your drink in your other hand high in the air, and yelling from the top of your lungs

He wants to hold you back, sliding an arm around your sides and to secure you there, never letting you go. Against him.

But he can't do that. That would be a little too friendly of him.

So he just grabs your arm and lightly squeezes it before moving away from your touch

When you gently put lay your hand on his shoulder as you notice he's having a shit day, wishing your hand could stay there forever

Once, he almost put his on top of yours. But that would be showing weakness. So he keeps shooting death glares at no one

But the more time passes, the more he feels his insides boiling

Your warm presence, friendly touches, understanding tone, relaxing yet daring personality

He has no peace and one day he's gonna make a mistake, you'll notice is longing stare, or his almost holding you back, or how easier he is around you

Or maybe you already did and you're having fun playing with what you make him feel

And if that's the case, you know the power you have on him

It's frustrating him. He hates it.

Chaperoning Max, seeing Harrington, his father's moods, this "shit hold of Hawkins" and his feelings about you.

He needs to let something out.

Something has to get out.

Now.

You snap your fingers near his face as you call him back to earth

Looking confused as to why he was so intensively thinking

He pushes your fingers away with a grimace but after a few seconds he quickly grabs you by your shirt, pulling you with him as he walks away

Failing at trying to break free and getting no answer about what was happening

You let out a yelp as you felt yourself being thrown inside what seemed to be the janitors closet

You couldn't get out as Billy was by the now-closed door, blocking your path

You didn't even get the time to ask anything as you felt his hands lay on your cheeks and his lips hit yours, holding in your place tightly

You didn't reciprocate the kiss, a little too surprised to fully comprehend what was happening

When he finally let go he stayed silent for a few seconds, hands now laying on your shoulders

Your lack of reaction slightly made him panic

"If you t-"

You cut him off with a peck on the lips

It was now his turn to look at you in confusion, but he was not displeased

"Tomorrow movie at Hawk, 8, 'kay ?" you said with a wink and a smile and pushed him lightly to leave the small piece

He only got out after a minute, wearing a pleased smirk and his mood definitely better