I Might Set Fire to This Later

~Introduction~

1/26/20
9:37pm
Sunday
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So... This is the start of something.
I mean, I feel it's pretty insignificant but it's something.

One thing that I am kind of nervous about is someone finding out who is writing these journal entries. That would be embarrassing and I don't want them to worry. So please don't go searching for me.

I am making this book because I guess I feel kind of guilty talking about my feelings and stuff to people. Especially adults. I don't mean to be edgy but I feel like they don't understand. They don't have the teenage mind they once did.
That's why I am writing on Wattpad. I may just be looking for people who relate to what I'm writing about so I don't feel so alone.
I am writing this book so that I can finally say the things that are on the tip of my tongue but can't say to anyone in fear of scaring them off or annoying them.
On Wattpad no one has to know who I am.

I find comfort in that.

I like how other people can find comfort in that as well.

I guess I can relate with you guys more here than anywhere else. 🖤

I'm just saying as a warning that before you read on, I'm thinking of making this book very personal which is probably a really bold move.
It's going to be like a walk through my mind, almost first hand. And I'm scared. to say the least but I feel like I should do this.

Starting out may be anticlimactic but just you wait. I'll get to the tough stuff soon enough.

Lastly, I guess I should give myself a name for you to call me...
I think I'll go with Cherry.
I wanted to give myself a name because I've always felt like everything is out of control in my life and in this book I can control one thing. That being what you call me.

I like that.

~Cherry🖤