The Academy for the Supernatural||seventeen ff||

Jeonghan (15)

Song recommendation: 'Baby Don't Lie' Gwen Stefani

Reminder to please read all chapters. It may confuse you if you skip a member. Even if you don't like a member (if so how dare you call yourself a carat) please for the sake of your own understanding and enjoyment, read all chapters.

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~Suhan POV~

When Sooyoung started her heat and had to be closed off from the rest of us, I started getting bored at home a lot. Usually, Sooyoung and I would hang out in one of our rooms while the boys did whatever it is boys do. But, now, I'm all alone. It wouldn't be bad if Jeonghan was around, but for some reason, he was avoiding and ignoring me. I thought we were really connecting and getting along in class and at the party but now, I'm not so sure. When we moved in together, he just shut me out completely, like I don't exist. It really hurts. Especially because tonight is a crescent moon. In fairy and Elf relations, a crescent moon is the only time wingmates can find each other and claim each other as their own. I was hoping Jeonghan and I could check because I really like him. But I guess it is only a one-sided love. I sighed heavily at the thought.

"You okay?" Joshua's voice broke me from my thoughts.

"Yeah, I'm fine," I gave him a small smile.

"Unnie, don't lie. It doesn't suit you," Jane said as she sat beside me on the couch and put her arm around me. Joshua followed her lead and I decided to give in and tell them.

"I'm just a little bit disheartened at Jeonghan's attitude towards me lately," I explained while resting my head on their arms.

"Yeah, we've noticed his change. I don't know why though. I thought you both were getting along very well," Josh with frowned brows.

"Yeah, me too," I replied.

"Maybe he is trying to distance himself so he doesn't get hurt," Jane suggested hesitantly.

"What?" "Why?" Josh and I said at the same time.

"Well, if he was starting to develop real feelings for you, just to find out you truly belong with someone else, it could destroy him. So, he is distancing himself to avoid falling deeper in love and getting his heartbroken," I could see her point.

"But what about how she feels?" Josh piped in. "Even if that were the case, shouldn't he have thought about how that would've affected her? Like, he leads her on, then turns around and ignored her very existence. Now he's broken her heart," Yet again, I saw his point. I sighed for the second time today, feeling worse than before.

"Thanks for the attempt guys but I still don't feel better. I'm gonna go for a walk in the garden," I said while getting off the couch. I went outside and walked along the paths through our beautiful garden. My eyes landed on the white rose bush. One rose was blooming bigger and brighter than the others. But the one beside it was nothing more than a bud, afraid to bloom because it knows it cannot be as beautiful as the others. I slowly reached for it and lightly pet the top of the bud. I related to it. Jeonghan was the bright and beautiful one and I was the bud afraid to bloom. I sighed a third time. When I opened my eyes I saw that the bud was opening itself up and it showed the most beautiful white rose I've ever seen.  was confused. Then I felt like someone was standing behind me so I turned to look at who it was. When I turned I saw Jeonghan staring at me with a blank face and his hand in his pockets.

"Can we talk?" He asked while slightly softening his gaze. I stood up to face him properly and nodded. "I'm sorry for ignoring you," I stayed silent. "I heard your conversation with Josh and Jane, well more like their conversation about us. She was right about me but I'm sure Josh was right about you too. And for that im sorry. I never meant to hurt you. I just didn't want to get hurt myself. Saying this out loud I can hear how selfish I was being. I'm sorry," Silence. "I understand if you don't want to see me anymore. I won't bother you again," With that, he started to walk away. But, I was quicker. I ran up to him and held his wrist. He turned around looking shocked and relieved at the same time.

"I'm sorry too. I understand why you did it and that it might have been easier that way. But, I just can't stand the thought of you being someone else's wingmate. Mainly because I really like you Jeonghan," i swear I rapped that because I just wanted to release it all from inside my heart and head. He smiled at me and held both m,y hands.

"I really like you too, Suhan," After he said that he leaned down and kissed me. It was magical. The moon came out from behind the clouds and our wings glowed. I smiled wider than ever before. I looked at his wings with so much happiness. We matched. He was mine. I was his. Forever. I can't wait to spend my life with my beautiful angle like soulmate!

~To be Continued~