i hate myself so much for writing this but people requested lmao im so sorry to my future self
your pov
in no time at all we ended up on the bed, still making out without even mentioning a word.
steven smiles in between kisses, and the situation eventually results with him straddling me on the bed
the sudden realisation seemed to hit as at once as he pulls away, taking in the position we were now in
steven remains muted for a minute before looking at me, silently asking for permission.
i feel my heart begin pounding in my chest as my stomach sinks, i know what he meant.
i take a moment to question myself before mastering a proper reply, my lack of words prompting him to speak up
"we don't have to"
i take in his sincere words but ultimately end up giving my answer, still not uttering a word;
yes i nod
i see a grin form on stevens perfect face once i supply him the answer he secretly desired, and wastes no time in kissing me again.
at this point steven was in between my legs and on top of me, slowly starting to trail his kisses down from my lips
my stomach swarmed with butterflies as he began kissing my neck before slowly removing my shirt and leaving me exposed in my bra.
my bare skin against the cold night air fuelled the feeling in my stomach even more as his lips trailed even further down my body.
within seconds he managed to have us both completely bare without causing a single drop of regret from my choice
he persisted to tease me with kisses, knowing full well what he was doing and how agitated it got me.
steven continued this and finally, after what felt like hours, looked down at me for my finale approving nod.
i wasted no time in giving it but was still practically cut off by the feeling of his tongue inside of me
i grip his thick head of curly hair in my weak hands as he continues, grabbing onto whatever could prevent me from pushing the feeling away
after some time he finished and began trailing up my stomach again until finally pulling away to get into a better position
i bite my tongue from the knowledge of what was coming, feeling his firm grip on my bare thighs as he separates my legs and pulls me closer.
i watch steven pause for a moment and gaze at my exposed self, prompting me to look away with the feeling of a hot blush on my rosy cheeks
after one finale warning i feel him enter, starting off slow but still receiving my moans from a mix of pain pleasure and surprise
his soft hands grip me gently by the waist as i
i turn my head out of nervousness, but he doesn't like that
i feel his finger guide my gaze back to him, using his hand to softly redirect my focus by the turn of my chin
i see steven grin down at me until without warning, he thrusts himself completely inside of me.
i let out a loud moan fuelled by shock and pain that i didn't even know i was capable of making.
i covered my mouth instantly as a reaction in order to muffle any further indication as to what we were doing.
steven grins wider at this and takes my hands away from my mouth, pinning them above my head as he assures me the gems aren't here
"they can't hear you~" he whispers in a soft voice id never heard before.
steven soon released his grip on my hands as he picked up the speed, causing the bed frame to begin rocking after he hunched over me and began kissing my neck again
i allowed unpreventable moans to escape my lips and screamed his name knowing i could, my nails digging into his back and leaving accidental marks i couldn't stop myself from making
stevens thrusts began to slow down, still maintaining a rhythm as he pushed deeper with each hard thrust
i bit my lip and clenched my jaw as he stopped kissing my kneck and grabbed ahold of my shaky hands and pinned them down against the bed again
my face felt red and hot as my body trembled from beneath him and his dominance
forever passed like this, but the thrill and stomach turning feeling of it never even came close to fading
soon though, a new feeling began as i could feel myself reaching my climax
i made it clear that i was close by my incontrollable moans of pain and pleasure which seemed like music to stevens ears as he got faster and faster
my legs stiffened as he thrusted one last time, getting deeper than he ever had before and making me whimper loudly in the process
steven stopped for a few moments but kept his position as he let me catch my breath and steady my breathing once more
my eyes were closed as he pulled out and slumped besides me on the bed, both of us gasping for air in the not so cold room
