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Chp 27 : It didn't end well

 
Rye's POV

It felt like days , maybe years in that car . But  at the same time I knew that he was driving at the maximum speed .

I must want to get it over with .

"You know how your mom is going to be happy to see you-"

I zoned out .

She's not my mom , she's my step-mom . I couldn't help but think . Even though she was always good to me , and we both didn't have a hate relation together. I still couldn't bring myself to say it once . Everyone called her mum but me . I knew by doing that I'm breaking her heart , but what about my real mommy in heaven , wouldn't her heart be more broken ?

Through the ride I started feeling nausea . No no it's not the right time .

I could feel him glancing at me with worried eyes , but I couldn't bring myself to believe him . It's not that he's worried it's just pity .

I think I'm gonna throw up .

I can feel it .

"Stop the car" I said , making him quickly pull on the road . Opening the car door as fast as I can , I threw up .

And it didn't stop .

I was throwing up to what felt like hours , but in real life it's just minutes . I could see my Old man in the car looking at me with that exact look , but I had to remind myself once again that's it's just an act .

After finishing my eposide I sat back in the passenger seat . He didn't start that car nor drive . In fact he didn't even move .

Was he judging me right now .

I bet he is .

"Are you still..  you know ... doing that" he coughed several time not knowing what to say .

"If you mean nicotine then yes" I said boldly . His mouth formed an 'Oh' shape .

After several minutes of thinking in silence , he started the engine and made his way home . Or what I though was called .

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They changed houses , was my first thought .

It wasn't that somehow cozzy villa with a beautifull garden at the front anymore . But a fucking huge castle .

"You know work have been good with the community and all that's why a change can be good sometimes" He said , more like excused . I knew that old villa would always remind him of mom ...

Getting out of the car and into those big gates . Julia (his step mom) was the first in sight , she looked different . Now she has blonde hair , she also looked more like a model and a rich housewife .

But I couldn't ignore that look in her eyes . As if she's thinking it's a dream that only came true , as if I was a prize or trophy she finally got .

But why ? why everyone was looking at me like that .

"R-ryan" She said in a shakey voice , and in seconds tears where everywhere on her beautiful face with makeup running down .

she ran to me as quick as possibly and hugged the life out of me . But even though I missed her equally I couldn't hug her back ...

Seeing to small figures behind her , my eyes went wide . And my first thought was that they've grown up . Not a small kids anymore .

The twins were also quick to fall in a fit of tears while hugging me , but at least this time I hugged them back . And not gonna lie , I may or may not had let a year escape it's prison .

"What's going on here" A voice I didn't know I needed that much ranged my ears . How much I missed them for fuck sake .

Here he was my only big brother Robbie .

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It didn't end well ...

Here I was sitting in my dad's home office with a bag of ice on my eye due to Robbie's punch .

"Look boys I know life have been hard but you two need to forget the past" Father started .

Robbie looked more irritated "forget the past . Are you kidding me ! He left one day on his own and now return after five fucking years !"

And before father could even say 'language' I was fast to lose the last nerve I had . "Look you fucking left too remember . If I haven't left you wouldn't be here now !" I said through gritted teath , then was fast to continue "And I'm only here because father begged me to come so after doing me a favour I'm out of everyone's life again" The last bit was in a hushed tone .

My eyes weren't teary , but that doesn't mean that I wasn't broken . In fact I was absolutely shattered inside .

"Stop ! both of you . What are you kids ? shutup so we can bring everything back to normal" Da- I mean father said .

Letting a bitter chuckle Robbie said "Nothing would go back to normal" . Clearing his throat out load He continued "So Mr. Ryan what's the favour this time huh . Cash ? Make it fast how much you want" He said looking me straight into my eyes .

Shaking my head slowly "We both know I don't need your money , I'm the hire of a big ass company after all thanks to you" I said now my turn to smirk .

'Then what' I knew that what he was thinking about right now .

And so before he could even ask I was fast to say "I need to find someone fast and I know both of you are capable to do so "

TO BE CONTINUED...

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A/N : It didn't end well

Hey beautiful people thanks for reading again :))

fun fact I wrote the whole Chp in the third point of view and then remembered it was Ryes POV so I had to rewire this whole shit .

My exams starts tomorrow and what I'm doing ... Exactly .

Because it's all been bad news in my life lately , here's a good one if anyone cares , I just found my gone lost earphones under my bed today . So yeah finally my mom gonna stop hearing my friends swearing during a voice ;)

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