Andy's POV
My heart was beating so fast , I couldn't believe what's happening , nor what I just witnessed . My lip started to bleed , and my eyes started to water , while my breath hitched .
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7 hours ago
I woke up from a deep peaceful sleep , in fact its been ages since I last had a nightmare about what happened times ago , I couldn't even remember the last time I had one .
But today when I opened my tired eyes something felt wrong immediately , I was cold . No not the type of cold where I'm shivering because of the weather . No it was the type of cold when you wake up with no one holding you tightly in their arms while their faces all the way inside your neck as if seeking some heat . The one when there is no something heavy lying beside you .
The bed was empty and I was alone on it .
It was a moment where I doubted everything in my life . What if Ryan never came to the hospital and saved me ? What if I was still in the rehab sleeping in my single bed with no one beside me , and everthing was just a silly dream that I so desperately wanted to come true .
But thanks to the sun rays that where now shining on my face and making my eyes slightly close , I knew that it was the curtains in Ryes' room .
Standing up from the bed and stretching carefully , I made my way out of the room and into the bathroom . I didn't have that much of a routine when I wake up , hence why I did my business in the toilet , then brushed my teeth and wet my face only .
Going downstairs , everything was silent for once . No Ryes' voice humming to a weird melody while making breakfast , no Brook saying silly stuff and unbelievable theories , no Jack whining wanting Brooks attention , not even Sonny complaining about being the third wheel in the group.
After a bit of calling Ryes name through the house while searching for him through the rooms , it finally clicked that he wasn't here . Which was weird cause he normally take me with him , or at least tell me before going.
My first guess was that he's grocery shopping . And so I sat on the couch in front of the TV and waited fot him...
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An hour later
Okay maybe he wasn't shopping , maybe he's visting one of his old friends . Yes that must be it .
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An hour and half later
A meeting it must me a meeting . In the end he's gonna be a CEO in a shot time...
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After a couples of hours has passed , I stopped looking at the clock , it was only stressing me and giving me headache anyways .
He wouldn't leave me right ?
No he wouldn't . He can't , I can't
Wait what if he realised that I wasn't worth all the stress in the end . I mean I was a naive boy , and eveyone would agree on that , even me .
My eyes started to hurt after glareing at the TV screen for so long . But what I didn't realise is that the TV was not even on , I just spent hours staring at a black screen while being deep in thought .
What if his feelings weren't as mutual as so thought they would be , I mean I like him ... A lot . Maybe I was wrong again .
Getting on my legs I made my way to the kitchen to preoccupy myself until Rye comes back . I needed to clear my head .
You trust him Andy never forget that .
It was only when I was about to open the fridge that I saw a pink sticky note on the counter .
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A/N :
So I don't know how much chapters is left for this story to be finished , but they are little.
Sorry for not updating for about a month , I was editing other chapters cuz they had like a ton of mistakes . So here is a small chapter .
Have a nice day <3
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