Chp 31 : Perfect mess

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I'm proud to say that I didn't proofread again ;)

Rye's POV

And I opened the door

I didn't know why but a rush of tears made it's  way to my eyes when I saw him like that , so weak and vulnerable . but when his ocean blue doe eyes met mine , tears finally managed to free themselves from my prison and went flying on my cheeks .

He looked so small , skinny , more than the first time I saw him , he didn't have black circles under his eyes like mine , but red big dots circling his big eyes . Arms open in an uncomfortable way hooked into alot of machines keeping him alive . Red nose dry lips , he looked like such a perfect mess .

I didn't know if I should be relieved that he's fine more like alive , or depressed because of what happened ...

But even that didn't stop me from getting on my knees and breathing a deep breath I didn't knew I was holding , hands on my face . I didn't want hin to see me in this state . But most defiantly I didn't know why someone could do such a thing to a innconent someone like him . Someone who don't know what hurting even means .

I knew my emotions were getting the best of me in that moment and I didn't even care .

"R-r-ryee" a hoarse and a hardly audible voice uttered . But I couldn't look at him . How can I .

My heart clinched and my body tingeled from my fingers to toes . That damn voice , fuck I missed it so fucking much ; I missed him unbelievably much . His touch , his laugh , his giggle , his smile . All of him .

It was weird how I could still smell his sent even in a hospital with such a disgusting smell as death .

But I knew that he made his was to mine . It was only then when I removed my hands off my face immediately . Why is he walking ,  He's supposed to be laying in bed , how did he even removed the needles .

I couldn't even think straight , why nothing is making sense . He was still walking my way on a shakey legs . Finally seeming to arrive to his destination , there was only a hair space between us with me still on my knees , all I could feel was a explosion more like a detonation of electricity . But damn it felt so good , fucking hell I sure missed it .

But when his skinny arms made there way around me I felt like I was going to explod any time now . My face burried to his chest showing really how short and small he is because I was still on my knees feeling helpless . I then found my arms and wrapped them around his tiny waist , and I think I cried more than ever . I couldn't believe this , how can I .

This moment was perfect . Even if it was a mess

TO BE CONTINUED...


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A/N : ...

I wrote this like two weeks ago ... And I didn't even edit it , I know it's too short but yeah (can't find an excuse)

So I had a week vacation because of corona virus , and I still didn't manage to write some decent chapter  :)

And thanks to my so wonderfull school (note the sarcasm please) I have tons of homework to do ONLINE

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