Little Psycho ➳ Randy ✓

Chp 29 : Strangers Again

*Before you start . This chapter is sooooo dumb . Thank you*

Ryan's POV

I can't believe it .

After an hour and a half drive and a three long months of waiting he's here . Infront of my eyes . Looking pale as ever , more like a lifeless body that's it's soul is long gone . But at the same time he's looking like a sleeping beauty .

How can he be that beautiful in a position like that . He's looking peacfull as ever , with his sunstreaked honey blond hair covering his forehead . But His breathtaking blue eyes were completely shut . And his small skinny arms were now hooked to several machines keeping him alive .

I tried to peak more , but that was what I only could admire from the small glass window at the hospital room .

I have been here for three hours maybe more , and I still haven't moved from this glass .

When is he gonna wake up

Would he hate ?

Does he hate me ?

Would he be in pain ?

What if he doesn't remember me ?

Alot of questions were running inside my head , to the point where I was a little dizzy . It actually made me think if I was happy about meeting him in first place . I'm abviousely the reason of all of this . If I wasnt in his life maybe he would be still in that big house living in peace with his toys .  So why it's not me who's laying there ? Why it's him ?

But the needed question is "why" . But this time not for me .

Why would anyone do this to this broken Angel .
Who in his right FUCKING mind made him this broken . But one thing for sure , is that I swear on everything I had left which is not even much , that'll I make sure to break the fucking reason even more .

Ofcourse after alot of tests , it was true that he was raped , but not only once . And that what made me furious .

That fucking Adam shit ws already in prison for raping someone . But they couldn't blame him much , the guy had alot of mental issues . But I did .

As the doctor said , Andy was having a break down after staying quit for alot after the rape , which was a reason for the whole panic attack thing that made him slightly lose his breath for quit a good time , and the fact that he has asthma didn't help either .

It's confirmed that he had scars , bruises and alot of cuts on his body and unknowned pills in his stomach but that was a whole different story .

I know I'm dumb and don't know what to do . But the best thing was to shut that fucking rehab as quick as possible , and in an hour I did .

My dad and Robbie were waiting for me down in the cafitiria , more like waiting for me to say something , maybe a move . But I didn't , I was waiting for him to wake up .

I've came to learn that he has been asleep for a while now  , a complete week . He's not in a coma , he's just tired . More like exhausted , or marcid .

But It felt like I didn't know this human being infront of me anymore . As if we were strangers again . He looked different , a weird but deep wily , as if the artest wanted a unique , special and a rare uncommon canvas . A visionary piece of art that alot of people didn't find interest in it . But I did . And I'm so gratefull I did . He's a blessing ...

I think I spaced or zoned out , because the next minute I took my eyes off him , and looked around the room . Doctors were everywhere , panicking .

What the fuck happened .

In a minute everything was fine , so why it can last like that . Why every time something have to happen .

And so I didn't move , I couldn't even hear the doctor shouting at my face , his voice become muffled all of sudden , as if I couldn't hear him anymore .

The last thing I could feel was the doctor shoving me out of the door room away form him , and a nurse closing the curtains of the window .

I couldn't see him anymore .

What happened

What's happening ?

Is he dying . No he can't leave me !

I didn't know I was holding the doctor at the wall , holding his jaw tightly , untill Robbie begin shouting at me to let him do his work .

But I didn't let go .

No one is going to touch him before I know what's happening !

All of sudden Robbies shoutings could be heard again . And so the doctors pleads to be free .

What happened .

And as if he heard my silent question , he managed to stutter in a whisper voice

"He's waking up"

With that , he was immediately free from my grip . And yet again I become numb in my emotions .

He's gonna be here again ...

It was in that moment when I felt my tears .

I let out a chuckle ...

I didn't know I was crying .

TO BE CONTINUED...

________________

A/N : They're back yay !!

(I loved it more when depressed stuff happened)

HaPpY Valentien-

Or if you're single (like me) , then Hiii I'm automacially your Valentine :))

Vote
Comment

-Have a happy Valentine-