*What is happening in this chapter is happening at the same time of Andy's last POV Chp*
"N-no it's not true" Sniffing again he managed to stutter .
"You're saying this just to break me more , I know it ... right" With eyes full of hope he looked at his brother .
"P-please"
His voice cracked
More like his heart
And for once in more than five years . The older boy pulled his younger brother to his chest , pulling him into a huge .
He sure knew his brother was fucked , but he never seen him like that before ...
So weak and maybe pathetic
But so he held him as both of them waited ...
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*three hours ago*
Rye's POV
I did it .
I managed to tell my father about Andy . None of us could deny that I was on the edge of tears , and so he let me go to some room .
I couldn't even take in sight of the room , all I did was ran to the bed and fell on it with my head on the pillow .
What in the fucking hell did I do to deserve this .
Yeah I was a bad person , but I didn't hurt people . So why am I hurting ?
I literaly lost count of days since he's been 'lost' or gone .
It's painful to forget but also painful to wait . But what's actually more painfully hard is to not know which to do .
But I was so close now to give up ... I just need to pull my self up again , and take a deep breath ...
If he was here now-
No if he haven't even gone , would we be in love , or would I just be dying from unrequited love .
Why I have to be the tough one ?
Why can't I just break down without anyone's judgement . I never asked for this ...
So once again why .
He left in a blink of an eye , I never even get to say goodbye ...
Suddenly my eyes seem to be so heavy , and for once again I gave up for tiredness and slept it away .
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I was still too sleepy to open my eyes again , but the harsh knocking on the bedroom door made me get out of the comfortable bed to answer it .
Oh
It was Robbie .
But he looked , I don't know , worried as if there is concern in his eyes , more like the guy who punched me not so while ago don't even exists anymore .
"We found him"
I didn't know if he mouthed those precious words , or it was just me who shut the whole world now .
He found him
He's gonna be in my arms again
He's gonna be here again to protect
to love .
But even though I was out of my mind , in an other world . I couldn't ignore that look in his eyes , that look people give before the storm . As if he was trying to remember everything from my happy face before it disappear .
"I think you should go back to the office for this one" He said just over a whisper , without even looking at me , with a voice full of pity .
And I didn't even waste a millisecond before making my way down the stairs , to my dad's office , as if my life depended on it . More like winning a treasure .
It made me think for a minute , am I really gonna win one ?
Was Andy my treasure ?
Opening the door without even knocking , I saw my dad looking at me , with his hands crossed on his chest .
But when he saw me his whole position changed , as if he's trying to tell a kid that Santa Claus is not real .
"Look son , uh ... Take a seat please" He said with a voice so similar to Robbie's .
What's happening
Wasn't my thought
Was it that bad
Was mine .
The other words that got out of his mouth , made my whole expression change , my excitement is far gone now . And my mind is real far from this cruel world .
Why
Why
What in the fucking hell did I ever do
Why the only word I seem to say these days was a pathetic broken "Why"
Why
Why can't anyone answer me !!
Can even anyone hear me ...
At that moment the world become blurry , or it was just my eyes .
please tell me it's a Lie I beg you ...
Looking at the door I saw Robbie with his mouth moving , but why I couldn't hear him .
"It's okay"
"He's okay"
"You gonna be okay"
The word okay kept coming out of his tongue or was it just me who wanted desperately to hear it coming from anyone .
"N-no it's not true" Sniffing again I managed to stutter .
"You're saying this just to break me more , I know it ... right" With eyes full of hope I looked at my brother .
"P-please"
my voice cracked
More like my heart
I could feel it shattering into million pieces right now .
And for once in more than five years . My older brother pulled me to his chest , pulling me into a hug . A hug I didn't know I needed that much
He sure knew I was fucked , but he never seen me like that before ...
So weak and I bet he though of me as pathetic
But so he held the both of us both and waited ...
And then again the same words my dad said replayed in my mind .
"He's in the hospital , because of rape" .
It let me chuckle coldly a little
What a cruel world we live in
Where even broken ones are trying too hard to break others more to be broken more .
TO BE CONTINUED...
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A/N : A cruel word
Hey beautiful people thanks for reading again !!
Anddd I finally finished exams so yay . (I think I failed :/)
whatever all the shit that is happening in this chapter is at same time when Andy was sorting shit in the rehab , so yeah AT THE SAME TIME .
andddddd It think the next chapter gonna be good Idk ;)
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