The long way home || Shawn Mendes||

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I fade in and out hearing things and seeing blurred faces, no matter how hard I try I can't speak.

"What happened to her?" "She's pregnant!" "Hurry or she'll die" "There's too much blood." "Please" "Save my baby"

I finally come to and I'm starting to hate hospitals, the weird smell, the eerie feeling, the lights all of it.

"Alex," Shawn says running over and holding my hand.

"What hap," I say sitting up confused, all the small bits of voices I heard swirl around my head and I quickly feel my stomach, "Is?"

"The baby's fine," Shawn says rubbing my hand.

I take a deep breath as the doctor walks in.

"So you and the baby are fine you have just been doing to much so the baby is under stress. The good news is the baby and you are going to be fine you just need to do less and stay relaxed. Just to be safe take the next few days to just stay in bed," the doctor says.

"Thank you," I say.

When the doctor leaves everyone comes in and gives me a hug then they have to leave since I was asleep for two days they have to go move us out of the cabin and it's just Shawn and I left.

"I brought you some more comfortable clothes," Shawn says and I go into the bathroom to get changed, "I want to stay," Shawn says when I walk out of the bathroom.

"What do you mean?" I ask sitting down on the bed.

"I don't want to go back on tour, I won't be able to handle it not knowing if your okay, missing the first kick and all the morning sickness, and late night cravings I want to be there for it all," Shawn says.

"Thank god because I don't think I could make it through the rest of this pregnancy without you here," I say giving him a big hug.

We sit there for a while until Shawn goes to make sure I can leave.

"Alex what are you doing here," I hear someone say as I walk out of the room to find Shawn.

"Conor hey, oh me I'm just visiting," I say with a smile.

"I'm actually glad you are hear I needed to tell you something," he says pulling me to the side.

"What is it?" I ask.

"I still love you and I know it's been a while but I have never gotten over you and I know you and Shawn broke up and I was wondering if I had a chance?" Conor says.

"But you're engaged," I say shocked at what's coming out of his mouth.

"I called it off because I knew I still loved you," Conor says holding my hands.

"I'm pregnant," I say and he drops them.

"What? Who's," Conor says freaked out.

I'm about to answer when I see Shawn walk up behind Conor.

"We can go," Shawn says.

"You have to be fucking kidding me," Conor says, "This asshole."

"Oh hi Conor," Shawn smiles.

"Oh shut up you fucking asshole, you're the prick that got her pregnant," Conor say punching Shawn in the face making his lip bleed. He wipes it away and smirks.

"You have no idea how long I have wanted to do this for," Shawn says punching him right in the eye.

They start to full on attack each other and a doctor and a nurse run over to pull them apart. I just stand there shocked watching them pull Conor away and Shawn slowly stand up from the ground and I run over to him.

"Are you okay," I say running my finger over his lip.

"Yeah, let's just go," Shawn says.

When we get to his apartment I clean up his cuts and I hold an ice pack to his eye.

"Ouch," Shawn says.

"Sorry," I say, "What did you mean about you wanted to hit him for so long?"

"Nothing," Shawn says hopping off the counter and walking over to the couch.

"Come on Shawn I'm having your baby you can't lie to me," I say walking over and handing him the ice pack to ice his own face.

"Alex, you don't want to know," Shawn says holding up the icepack to his eye.

"Please, I want to know I need to know," I say putting my legs on his lap.

"Fine, at that part that you were pissed drunk at and we were playing truth or dare at I was so pissed off and have been since at Conor because I heard him saying he was going to fucking rape you because you were so drunk you couldn't do anything about it so I went to beat him up but then you walked into me drunkenly," Shawn says taking the ice pack off his face, "You happy," he says standing up and putting his hands on the back of his neck.

I get up and walk over to him I look him in the eyes and he looks at me confused.

"What?" he asks and I lean in and kiss him.

He is shocked at first but then he starts to kiss me back.