Litchfield Diaries

Love From The Outside

*Nicky's pov*

I don't know how Lorna could leave without telling me.

She just left.

"I gotta go." I said to Vause and Chapman.

I didn't want them to see me to completely break down.

I went to the greenhouse to find Red. She's been in there now since she got kicked out of the kitchen.

"Ma. I need to talk." I said as I walked in.

"What is it? Can't you see I'm busy?" The Russian lady said.

I walked in closer.

She looked at me and I started to cry.

Red came to me and hugged me.

"Whats wrong honey? " She asked.

"Lorna got out. She didn't tell anyone. It just happened." I said while crying.

She held me close.

"You have to get her on your visitation." Red said to me.

I was so mad with Lorna. I actually hated her.

No...

I loved her.

I could never hate her.

Sure enough, I got her on my visitation list.

"Nicky look. I am so sorry. I had no time fir anything. It all just happened so fast!" Lorna exclaimed.

"Look, Morello. It's whatever. You got out, congratulations."

"What's with you. I know your not mad at me. I know. You don't hate me. You're jealous." She said.

"You bet it. And I'm hurt. You fucking left me. And i feel like you won't wait." I said.

She told me she'd wait.

We talked about what life on the outside world was like.

It all sounded so foreign to me.

"I can't wait until you get out of here. You, Vause, Chapman and I. We're gonna make it together. " Lorna said.

"I love you." I said.

"I love you too" she said back.

It was the first time we said that to each other.