Wesley

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Wesley

I finally calm down for the events that just happened.

I notice her looking off somewhere.

"A..." I trail off.

She turns to me. "Yeah?"

"I wanna talk to you" I sit up and she frowns. "Not breaking up"

She releases a breath of relief. "Okay"

"You haven't been yourself... not at all these past three days and all we do is fuck every single day. Not that I mind, but, what's wrong? This isn't you... you've never been obsessed with sex so much and you're so tired like something's forcing you to do these things" I trail off.

She bursts out crying and hugs me. "I'm so sorry. I hate this. I hate this so much! I hate lying to you and forcing you to have sex with me"

"A, what's wrong?" I squeeze her.

"Those girls! I guess I got into the wrong crowd and all I was focusing on was to fit in! You're a big guy Wes, you can dominant me any day! I don't want to keep being you boring old sex and conversations! It was in my head that you want more but I can't give you it! I'm so sorry" she cries. "I've been drinking and smoking-"

"What?" I push her back to look at her gorgeous little face. "Drinking? Smoking? With all those thots?"

"They're trouble. I'm so sorry! I don't want to be around them anymore, Wes. My head is spinning" she latches onto me again.

I rest my chin on her head. "I'm not mad at you... I'm mad at them. I'm pissed they put this in your head! All I want is gentle with you, A! I fucking love our vanilla sex! It has meaning unlike pointless and meaningless rough sex. I love making love to you. And our conversations aren't boring! We always have something to do and say! Fuck them! Fucking fuck them! You're so perfect and I love where we are and what we do" I shower her face with kisses. "I knew this wasn't you..."

"I regret everything. I love you" she sobs.

"I love you. It's over now"

"I know. I know"

I hold her.

**

"RENEGADE RENEGADE!" Parker and Lorenzo dance.

"I don't think you're suppose to sing along to it..." Aaliyah says as I bounce her on my lap.

"Okay tik tok expert, show us how it's done" Lorenzo crosses his arms.

"I don't even have tik tok! It's just all over my instagram feed and they don't sing to it" Aaliyah rolls her eyes.

"Eat my dick" Parker sticks his tongue out.

I drink my gatorade. "Can you guys go home?"

"Can you suck my big toe?"

"Okay smartass-"

"RENEGADE RENEGADE"

"Goodbye" I stand up, causing Aaliyah to fall, and push them out of the door. "See you tonight!"

"YOU SUCK EGGS!"

I roll my eyes and Aaliyah gets up. "I want to shoot him sometimes" she says.

"Please?" I run my hand down my face.

"What's popping" Tanner and Lily walk in.

"There's more" Aaliyah smacks her forehead and sits down.

I snatch my gatorade up because I know she'll drink it and she's SICK RIGHT NOW and has COOTIES.

"You guys looking for wedding venues?" Tanner sits down.

I mid yawn point at Aaliyah.

"Here and there" she replies for me. "I want a barn wedding!"

"You've always been into barns and farm animals" Lily chuckles, sitting down.

I stand behind the chair Aaliyah's sitting on and rub my hands down her chest. "A few more months!"

"I'm so excited and sad!" Lily holds onto Tanner. "My little girl"

"Mommmm" Aaliyah trails off and I tug my lips to the side. "Tanner, you're walking me down right?"

Tanners eyes sparkle and his face lights up. "Me?"

"Of course you! You're the closest to a father I've ever had! I want you to walk me down" Aaliyah smiles.

Tanner hugs her immediately. "I would love to"

I walk to Lily. "I'm so glad she's accepting him."

"He loves her so much" Lily looks up at me. "I never really got to talk to you. I'm really sorry about the loss of your child"

I turn to her, sighing. "I never got to talk to A about it either. I still can't believe I'm a dad to a little baby up in Heaven"

"I'm so sorry. Everything happens for a reason. You two will have a family soon again!!" she hugs me.

I hug her back.

"You guys are early for the dinner meetup" Aaliyah looks at Lily and Tanner.

"We just wanted to come by to see the new addition to your house" Tanner shrugs.

"Yeah" Lily goes along.

Aaliyah and I shake our heads. "Go play the slot machine-"

"THANKS!" they run off.

We laugh in unison.

**

"So, you guys being my best men?" I smirk.

"WE'D BE HONORED!!" Lorenzo and Parked shoot up.

"Mom?" Aaliyah looks at Lily.

"Of course" Lily smiles.

I look at A. "I love you"

"I love you too, bubs" she kisses me.

Today was a calm day ended with a family dinner.

which is rare.

But so perfect.