𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑌𝑜𝑢 ⸙͎۪۫ Steven Quartz Cutiepie Demayo Diamond Universe ✔︎

𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉ℯ𝓇 𝒻𝒾𝓋ℯ

You covered your eyes into your knees that was on your chests, wrapped around it with your arms tightly, moving front and back in fear.

The guys was just done playing with you,  leaving you all such a mess and made you scared the hell out of you.

You kept on crying and crying, your body's shaking violently and your body began to felt like having a high fever.

You wouldn't say this out loud because you were still trauma with what just happened to you, but you really wished that Steven and the others were here.

If only you ran after him to get the shakes.

If only you weren't sitting alone at the time.

If only you didn't left the beach house and just stayed there.

Nothing of this would have happened.

There was two of reasons that you hated about yourself at the time.

First, you just troubled yourself and now you troubled the others to worry to death of your missing appearence, second, no wonder your father didn't want you, you just caused trouble for other people around you, no matter what you did or made, it will only led you to chaos.

Now looked at where you are now, stuck in an empty basement as a satisfying toy for guys, depressing on what had happened.

Maybe you are better off this world, it was for the best too, maybe you could spend your entire life here and die alone, no one cares about you.

Why would you think that Steven wants you?

You just a burden to him and the Crystal Gems, no one to them.

Why won't you die when you actually dying at the time?

You don't understand why the world wanted to have you, you just some piece of chaos that will destroy its surroundings sooner or later.

But you were also wanted to live, you wanted to explore the world, you wanted to see more stuffs and had a full fight and adventures like Steven and Crystal Gem had.

All of these years, you never had ever stepped out of your basement when your father was your guardian.

You never seen the outside world.

How wonderful it was.

But now, when you had the chance, you returned once again to where you belong.

Maybe world really wanted to keep you in basement forever, being unseen and uncared for.

You let out a shaky sigh as the last tear dropped onto Steven's old jeans.

"(Y/N)!"

You heard Steven's voice far from the basement, or so you thought.

You shrugged it off and began to stared at nothing once again.

"(Y/N)!"

The voice called out on you again, making your head turned to the locked door.

"S...Steven..." your sore voice said, crawled towards the door.

Thank god that the door was just a few steps away from you, or else your legs would be hurting just to walk over.

You forced yourself to stand up and grabbed the doorknob, but it was obviously locked.

The sound of crashing furnitures was heard, loud and clearly, making you flinched and close your eyes tight.

You used your last energy to bang on the door as hard as you could before screaming to your limit, not that loud too, it came out soft but you ignored it and continue to bang on the door and yelled.