Why Did You Have To Go?

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I apologize in advance!
This one is Jasper and it's (kinda?) angst.

Feel free to skip it if you don't like angst.

Enjoy!

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Piper had been feeling the tears in the corner of her eyes, threatening to fall, the whole day. Yet, she couldn't let her friends know how bad she was hurting. She couldn't make them worry about her, not anymore.



She needed air desperately, feeling as if she was running out of it with every passing second. She had been feeling that way ever since Jason...



'No, don't think about it now. Hang on a bit longer.'



She had to get away from the cabins, away from anyone who might start looking for her once they realized she was gone.


Ok now, Piper was not going to harm herself, not at all. She just needed some alone time, to sort her thoughts out and finally get fresh air in her lungs.


Once Piper had walked deep into the forest and made sure she was completely alone, she began crying. At first they were just little droplets, rolling down her now reddened cheeks and falling square into the ground; but as seconds passed by, and her thoughts consumed her, the droplets soon turned into a desperate cry.


The uncontrollable sobs that escaped her lips held so much pain and lament that the Nymphs close by couldn't even bare to be near her.



Piper felt as if her heart had been torn out of her chest and a hand had in in a firm grip, almost tearing it apart

It HURT.


It hurt so fucking much that for an instant, the girl thought she was going to die. She laid there, back against a big old tree, tears still falling from her eyes, while she clutched her chest, where her heart pounded painfully fast.


'Why?!' She thought. 'Why do the Gods hate me so much?! Why did they do this to me, to HIM?!'


Jason had DIED. Jason was DEAD and it was all Piper's fault. She was responsible of his death and her friend's unhappiness.


Images of Thalia came to her mind and she clutched her chest even more tightly when she remembered the look of horror and pain on the Hunter's face when they told her her brother had died.

Even though Thalia was suffering a lot, she couldn't be mad at Piper. Thalia had seen a thousand times how much love Piper and her brother had for each other, and knew Jason would protect her no matter what.


This things happened all the time. It's just that Piper never really thought about loosing her best friend, her lover.


The fact that she had broken up with him didn't mean that she had stopped loving him. No.

Maybe she was feeling insecure. Maybe she thought it was the best for Jason, that he would be happier. Maybe she was scared of something.


Only the God's knew.


The brunette laid there, small sobs and hiccups escaping her lips every now and then. She felt numb, like as if everything was surreal.

She didn't feel sadness anymore, in fact, she felt nothing. And maybe she had ran out of tears, maybe she had cried until she couldn't anymore.

Minutes turned into hours and yet, she didn't leave the place she was laying in. Piper couldn't move, she didn't have the strength to do it.

'I'm going to die from a heart break.' She thought. 'At least I would see him again...'



The girl closed her eyes, tired of everything, and fell into a deep sleep, her calm breaths resonating in the quietness of the forest.

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I know I haven't updated in a while I'm sorry!!!

Hope you enjoyed

-Niffler

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