Chapter 19

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Y/n's Pov

Walking into the 'ready-to-go' area where it cuts off the audience's view of me, I break down on my knees.

"worthless..." I look around to realize it's just in my head. Tears flow down my face to what seems like no end. I wipe the tears from my eyes and slowly make my way to the bathroom as internal pain kicks in. Quite recently, whenever I heal myself I feel no pain for the first few minutes but in a bit I feel internal pain. I will have no cuts or bruises. Just pain.

I haven't told anyone since whenever I heal them, they're perfectly fine. I probably am just cursed. I make my way to the women's washroom and I take a look at myself In the mirror. Sighing, I stretch to get myself ready and happy looking to go see the others.

I put a forced smile on my face and walk out, also forcing myself to stand straight and to stop wobbling. 

Entering Fairy Tail Team A's balcony I immediately get crowded with hugs and compliments. "You did amazing y/n!" "You should've done that at the start! It would've shocked everyone!" I just laugh and step back, in pain but not showing it. "Haha yeah but I wanted to test them... Sorry for worrying you guys." I reply smiling. Once Lucy Wendy and Erza clear I look to Natsu and Gray.

"You really worried us back there." Gray says relieved that im ok but Natsu just gives me a look. A look showing he's trying to figure out something, but can't.

"So, how did you two think I did?" I ask looking between Natsu and Gray. "Amazing little sis" Gray replies while Natsu stays silent. "Natsu?" I say, no answer. "Hello? Fiore to Natsu?" I slowly wave my hand up and down I front of his face. He shakes waking out of his trance. "Huh? Sorry just thinking a lot.." He scratches the back of his neck. "What did you say, sorry..." He blushes. 

"How did I do down there?" I give him my closed eye grin. "Amazing y/n. Amazing." He gives me a sincere smile but also a loving one at the same time a loving one.

My body gets pulled into a hug by my older brother, Gray. I smile up at him and then look towards Natsu, hugging Gray back. I then let go and run into Natsu's arms. What I didn't see was Gray giving Natsu a thumbs up.

Time skip back to the hotel after games.

"Y/n you did amazing!" "You excited for your game tomorrow Natsu and Gajeel?" "Are you excited for tomorrow Mark? Win for Lucy and Fairy Tail" "HEY!"

The normal commotion goes on as I sit alone drinking some water. Good to get water in ya sometimes, am I right? Haha.

I look at Natsu and Gray fighting, then continuing to punch Elfman away when he tries to join in. Elfman lands on Mira as she dies with Lisanna worrying and Erza picking Elfman off of Mira. Master yelling at Natsu and Gray to stop but they never listen. Gajeel having his arm around a sleeping Levy. Wendy and Carla sitting with Lucy and Mark. PantherLily stuck with Daisy as Hercules pulls her away.

Lucy and Mark begin blushing as Carla and Wendy giggle. I sigh taking another sip of water. I look to Gray's direction as Juvia climbs all over him as he blushes but screams. A small smile creeps it's way on my lips as I watch over everyone. 

I then take a look at myself. No one is with me. Everyone here has someone to be with, but me. I come to that sudden realization as the smile I had disappears. I decide to go for a walk to clear my head, not like anyone here cares anyway.

I walk out of the front doors with a pink jacket over my shoulders but my arms aren't in them. I look up to the dark sky and stare at the moon and stars, enjoying the view. I sigh and keep walking. 

"Hey, y/n." I hear a deep voice as someone taps my shoulder. I turn around and see the man that I vaguely remember helping me while I was drunk. "Remember me? At all?" He asks calmly. "Vaguely, what is your name? Aren't you Sting from SaberTooth?" I tilt my head. "Yeah..." He rubs the back of his neck. "Do you mind if I walk with you? You seem lonely and I just want to know how you are after your game today, I heard that Krystal girl say pretty mean stuff and I just needed to know if you're ok." We begin walking as I look from his face to the sky. We stop in front of a beach and I reply. "I'm fine, it's no big deal. And nothing I would like to talk about right now, sorry." I look at his face shining in the moon light.

"That's understandable. I can wait. Say, why aren't you with your guild?" he looks to me as we meet eye contact. "Well, why are you?" I ask. "Hey!" He laughs softly. "I asked first!" He yells happily. "Fine fine..." I say loudly. "Everyone in my guild was talking and laughing with eachother and I just felt... Out of place, I guess..." I shrug looking back to the sky." 

"You?" I ask. "I just needed time away from them. I was hoping I would run into you, y/n. I felt like you'd need someone to talk to right now. I guess my feeling was correct." I take off my jacket, placing it on the sand and sitting on it as the waves crash in the background. This reveals my beautiful night outfit.

Sting sits down with me and looks me up and down

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Sting sits down with me and looks me up and down. "That dress is pretty nice, y/n." He says, looking back towards the ocean water. "Thanks, Sting." I smile. "Hey, I want to know, who or what taught you your magic.. You smell like a familiar dragon, I just can't place a finger on who..." He says, deciding what it is. "You'll find out soon enough, Sting... Everyone will have to one day..." I reply looking down.

Time skip to 11:47 PM, back at the hotel, your room.

Everyone is still partying downstairs, no one noticed me come back. No one even knew I left. I look to the room calendar and see... Tomorrow is my birthday.

I get excited but then remember. No one will know or remember. Tomorrow also marks the how many years I have been alone, that I can remember. 

(FLASHBACK)

I wake up in pain to a note beside me...

(FLASHBACK OVER)

I cut the flashback off before it gets too dangerous and I plop myself on the bed. I hope Mark Daisy or Hercules remember... Please... A tear goes down my face as I fall into darkness also known as sleep.

Time Skip To Morning

I wake up to see Natsu Daisy and Happy all sleeping and I decide to go out before everyone gets up.
Walking around town In my GMG outfit I look at everyone, and even spotting a short old man who was a father figure to me. Juin. I run to the man and hug him in a tight bear hug. "JUIN!!!" I exclaim happily, grabbing more attention than wanted. I stand up blushing from the sudden attention. 

"Oh, dear y/n. It has been so long! How are you and mark doing? How are your exceeds Daisy and Hercules?" he questions. "We're doing fine, hes still stronger and I am still healing. They are also fine! You here watching the games?" I ask. "Yes, my dear, I saw how good you did yesterday and I want to know, why didn't you knock them out when the match first started? I know you could've and that you wanted to... But you didn't? Why?" he asks. "I wanted to test them. Well, that's what I told everyone.. In reality, I couldn't bring myself to do it at first. Krystal, is my Aunt. I can never hurt family and going against her, didn't make it any easier..."


-Kiwii <3

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