21/02/2020 dark night

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I tried again and again.
I tried so many times to make things becomes normal.
I tried from times to times to bear not to cry especially during driving.
I tried to not ruin my school day by calming my emotion.
I tried to open up to people but still seems like nobody are willing to listen.
I tried to hold the sadness and loneliness when I felt left out among the squads.
I tried to tell myself that '' I'm okay, they are not like that'' when actually they are. They only came to me when they need me , then left me alone when they see no used of having me.
I tried to tell myself that it's okay to get a grade that didn't meet my expectation.
I tried to WRITE THIS WHEN I WAS BEING HEAVILY BREAKDOWN.
I tried ...

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