Why you always crave painful things?
Why you always expect more than the fact that they gave u?
Why u overimagined it?
Why u always expect too much from others to give as much as the thing that u gave them?
Why u keep helping people even though u know they always left u behind when they are full?
Why u r stupid?
Aren't u tired of hurting yourself with the same thing over and over again?
When can u stop those stupid thought?
Pheakvee, please leave this... I know it's hurt it's painful but u have to know the truth that you are just his friend, one of his friend and nothing more than that. Stop thinking of him like your fucking imagination.
Stop those stupid fucking thoughts and accept the truth that he does that to everybody not only you. Stop believing in the possibility of you and him, he just use u. He has no feeling for you. He did that to everybody. You r really fucking stupid, u r bitch, why can't u understand?
Why u always hurt urself like this?
Please, I'm begging you, please leave this connection. Please love yourself more, please focus on yourself like before.
God please pull me strength to fight this, god please tell me that something better will come into my way, god please stop sending temporary people into my life, god please stop sending me false hope, god please stop sending good things to me if you gonna take it back at the end and left me painfully wounded. God please understand me, please just please, please have some mercy on me. I am hurt by this false hope, I am tired of this stupid mind things. Please if something mean to be taken back at the end, please just don't send it in my way.
I am both physically and mentally exhausted. Do u know Im hurt? Do you how it feel? It feels so bad, and what's worst is I couldn't cry. I feel pain, empty, sadness, sorrow all at once. I feel so fucking numb, It's fucking hurt when u cannot cry when the only thing to help u release all the pain is cry and u can't even do it. I have no tears to cry, and why god do this to me again and again? Is it another test or is it another karma that I have to face?
Why god why, why me?
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Unspoken Truth
RandomAll of the things that I wish I would have a chance to speak it out to people will be left here~ I hope you all feel correlate to me and I will try to update this as much as possible as I can. Enjoy~
