Cracking Heart

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The one who I underestimate in learning, the one who teacher compared me to, the one who teacher seemed to be proud of, the one who teacher talked about in front of me just to make me feel uncomfortable, upset, stress, and underestimate my own ability in learning.

The one who seemed to fake identity, the one who made me feel fucking complicated.

The one who I always adore and regard as my role model, they know each other, he's just came back, they met each other, they're close to each other.

Why the fuck I feel hurt?

Why the fuck is her?

Why the fuck is him?

Why I feel my heart break into pieces when I see that video?

Why the fuck is that?

Why his comeback make my mind a mess? 

Why seeing her with him, made me feel like a fool?

Am I this stupid? Am I this crazy? We're not even close, no not that, we don't even ever meet each other, why do i have to feel this fucking stupid way?

Why I feel so bad?

Fuckkkkkkk, this is so stupid. 

I need to find myself, I can do it.

I want to scream myself out right now, It's fucking hurt.

Why the fuck I felt this way???????????????

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