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Chapter 85: Just For A Day

Jack J's POV

"Sstop," I manage to stutter out. I grip Jack by the shoulders and hold him at arm's length. Jack's expression drops, like a sad puppy and I feel feelings arise in my chest. I block them though and keep him at bay. If he whispered one more word I might just fall apart. "Don't...just...don't do that."

Jack's faces starts to brighten as he realizes his reaction on me, rather my member. Just a few words and he's managed to get me hard as a rock.

"He doesn't seem very conflicted." Jack states pointing at my bulge. My face burns as I try to twist my legs to hide it.

"He is a slut." I point out. "And maybe we should move back a little bit." I put more space between Jack and me, in an attempt to control my hardening boner. I can't help but squirm though as it rubs against my jeans. "Fuck," I wince at the mixed pleasure and pain of it grinding.

"Come on," Jack took my hand and pulled me out of the house until we reached the street.

"Where the hell are we going?" I ask as we run, I still attempt to hide my obvious boner but while running it's painfully obvious.

We reach Jack's car. He opens the door for me with a little bow. I frown, not really understanding what the hell we're doing.

"We're going somewhere." Jack states like it's the most obvious thing ever.

"Fuck it." I decide and jump into the seat.

"Maybe it's just a phase." I consider again between sips of a slushy I found in his car. Jack nods a little as he sucks on his and I can't help but imagine him sucking on something else, something a little longer than that straw. I blink hard to try and shake the naughty thought.

"I used to think that. I used to think one day I just would stop thinking like that."

"And?" I ask hopefully.

"I think my feelings are pretty clear." I almost stop in my tracks as I remember his many confessions of love. I take a long sip of my slushy so I don't have to reply to that. Jack seems to wait for me to say something in response but all I do is slurp awkwardly.

"Nice Slurpee there?" Jack asks tapping my empty cup. I'm pretty sure I've been sucking on air for a while now but I don't know what to say to Jack. I feel like if I say something wrong then everything could blow up in my face. Instead I just nod vigorously to which Jack laughs. "My point is though that my feelings don't seem to be leaving anytime soon." Jack continues which just about breaks my heart. I feel sadness start to gush inside me.

We got out the car and started walking.

Instinctively I check over my shoulder. Every time Jack says something remotely close to feelings related I look around. I need to know if anyone heard that, or is watching. I don't see anyone but I still feel an edge as we start walking again.

"I'm pretty sure you've been sucking on air for the past minute." Jack states pulling my cup out of my hands and revealing it to be empty.

"That explains my brain freeze." I say and hold a hand to my head to try and stop the ache. We walk into a small quaint restaurant. I take a seat at a table, a booth far in the back where I'm sure no one can see us. It shouldn't matter though.

"Probably,"

"You don't think anyone has noticed what's going on between us?" I ask still a little paranoid. I know Jack claims that the guys know but it still bothers me.

"I have a proposition." Jack states like he didn't even hear me.

"Okay. Shoot."

"How about for one day we forget about all that bull shit. One day of just being friends. One day where none of those icky feelings even cross our minds." Jack offers. It sounds pretty good right now.