After 2 weeks of being engaged, we finally got married in California. We spent 3 days honeymoon and got an IVF o yung process na pagkakaroon ng baby thru injectibles. We got a sperm donor pero I made sure na healthy and luckily, we found a male version of me. Sabi ni misis kamukha ko daw siya talaga. Wala na kaming connection sa kanya and vice versa. Mas okay na yun para wala na siyang habol samen at sa bata and in fact pera lang naman ang kailangan niya. Never niya kami nakita pero nakita namin siya habang kausap si doc. Mahirap na baka magbago isip niya at maghabol sa bata. Nasa contract naman na never niya na kami hahabulin o hahanapin after all the process and he didn't give a fuck. Pera lang talaga.
First day again back in Seoul. Balik sa pagiging sundalo. Need na namin magfocus sa trabaho. Si Abdhul nakikita ng pagala gala around SoKor at hindi na maganda to. Tama si Seulgi sa research niya. In a spam of 2 months, kailangan nila to familiarize ang cities and bigla na lang sila aatake from the weakest city hanggang sa magsawa sila. The main reason kung bakit nila ginagawa to, is to take over the entire country at makuha ang atensyon ng gobyerno para pagbigyan ang gusto nilang mangyari.
Pag madali kausap ang leader ng bansa, hiling nila hatiin ang karapatan sa isang bansa. Hati ang gobyerno at ang grupo nila sa lahat pati sa pagdedesisyon at batas. Kapag nagmatigas ang leader, dadaanin nila sa dahas. Ganito nila nakuha ang limang bansa sa Asia. At dahil hiniling na ng South Korean government ang tulong namin, bilang sundalo, saying no is out of the choices.
"We need to be familiarized with people behind. Since dumating sila dito sa bansa, minamanmanan na sila ni Bear" Dad said habang nasa harap siya at nakikinig kaming team leaders.
Bear stood up in front handling us folders. Nakita ko na yun. Profiles ng members ng grupong Alpha Kappa at ang kaniyang Unica hija. I took the second look para mas lalo akong maging pamilyar sa mga baliw. By this time the daughter caught my attention. She's familiar to me pero di ko alam kung san ko siya nakita. I glanced at my wife beside when I felt her hands trembling katabi ng kama ko.
"Is everything okay wifey?" Tanong ko Ng may pagaalala. She just made a quick glance at me but didn't bother to even smile. Nakita ko kung pano nagiba yung mukha niya habang tinitignan yung mga pictures. At first ayaw niya sumama sa giyera dahil gusto niya maging safe ang pregnancy niya but Major Park and Major Lee insist her to come because she's one of the best pagdating sa tactics and even promised her a bonus for agreeing to this battle. Kahit labag sa loob niya, sumama siya.
"That is Ruby Jane Lee. The one and only Unica Hija of Abdhul Lee. A bad bitch pero ayon sa source ko, she didn't know what her father is working on dahil nagkaroon siya ng amnesia from her car accident. Di siya aware na terorista ang ama niya" Napa'smirk si Seulgi. Tumingin ulit ako sa misis ko at nakita ko na yung boring at iritable niyang aura nung umpisa, naging attentive at serious na ngayon.
"Hey love! If you feel like you still don't want this, I can tell Dad about--"
"NO!" Napataas na tono nyang pagsabi. Napatingin samin ang ibang members even Bambam and Seulgi at halata sa mukha ni misis na nabigla siya sa ginawa niya. I gave her a sweet smile and squeezed her hand.
"Let's talk later okay?" I said in a calm tone and sealed it with a kiss on her forehead. This is unnatural Jisoo. Hindi siya ganto. Kahit ayaw niya yung mission na to, tinatawanan na lang niya. Di ko alam anong ibig sabihin ng 'NO' and reaction nya pero something's bothering her or maybe dahil sa iniisip niya lang yung magiging result ng pregnancy nya. We have 2-3 weeks pa kase to confirm if positive ba siya o hindi.
At night before we go to sleep. Jisoo is already inside our room and I left cleaning sa dining after our dinner. I insist to since I felt my wife's weak aura so I let her go in first. It took me 10-15 minutes to finished everything. I made sure the door and windows are lock and turned off the lights before pumasok ng room. As soon na nasa tapat na ko ng bedroom door, I heard sobbing. My wife is crying and I got frozen. Di ko alam ang gagawin ko. I always see her spacing out this past few days. Malungkot, tahimik. And it really breaks my heart. I always asked her but she always answer me that she misses her younger sister na nawala years ago and never found.
I told my wife to refused the offer sa next assignment namin pero this time I see her determination to get involved. One time nga nauna pa siya saken sa camp for trainings. I find it weird kase alam ko Kung gano siya ka'ayaw tong mission na to dahil need nya to make sure na magiging maayos ang pregnancy niya.
I took a deep deep breath and slowly open the knob and the sobs became louder. I saw my wife facing her back at me while crying with knees folded up on her chest. She is hugging again their childhood pictures so I didn't bother to look for it cause I saw it many times na. I lay down beside her and wrap my arms around her waist and tighten my embrace. I didn't talk. I let her cry like she wanted it to be. But God knows how much I wanted to comfort her with my words. Magaling ako dun e. Pero dahil ayaw niya, susunod ako kahit nakakadurog ng puso pakinggan yung hagulgol niya.
She twist her body to face means bury her head on my chest. She also wraps her arms around my chest and cry even harder.
"You want to talk about it? I'm all ears Chu. I'm your friend today like we used to" Sabi ko ng kalmado kahit tumutulo na luha ko sa ulo niya.
"Jennie..I missed Jennie love" sagot niya and all I do is to nod to prevent myself for weeping hard too. She needs me to be strong for her kase siya yung weak ngayon.
"After this mission, we will file a leave again for a month and we are going to look for her. I promised na babawi tayo sa kanya pag nakita naten siya" sagot ko. Alam kong imposible dahil di ko alam san magsisimula. Pero I know and I can feel it na makikita namin siya.
Naramdaman ko siyang tumango and pinunas ang mukha niya sa dibdib ko. I lift her head up and wipe it off for her and placed a long kiss on her lips after.
"Pahinga ka na ha? Di makakabuti Kay baby na stress ka lagi" I kiss her forehead.
"Pag nakita naten si Jennie promise me na aalagaan mo siya ha?" She asked. Nakaka'confuse kasi months lang age gap nila it means mas matanda din siya saken ng months. Pero di na ko umalma. Hinayaan ko na lang at tumango.
"Aalagaan naten siya Mahal ko. Makikita naten siya" panigurado ko sa kanya. My wife tightened her embrace at me and little snores comes out after minutes passed.
"I love you so much" Sabi ko sabay halik sa noo ng natutulog kong asawa
BINABASA MO ANG
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FanfictionA JenLisa Fanfic-- The ROK Armed Forces or Republic of Korea armed Forces is one of the largest armed Forces in the world where one of the member is MSG (Master Sargeant) Pranpriya Lisa Manoban who has a soldier wife Sargeant Kim Jisoo. Thru thick...
