Octavia's P.O.V
I snuggled against Jason's bare chest as he rubbed my back with the hand he had wrapped around me. I refused to let myself fall back asleep, these nightmares weren't like normal nightmares...something was trying to get into my head, it was like they had the ability I did which sounded more crazy to me then anything. I myself couldn't keep people trapped places, I could keep them distracted for a long time but I couldn't keep them somewhere.
"You saw everything that happened that night.." Jason's raspy voice broke my thoughts.
My body shivered which made his grip around me tighten, I nodded into his chest as my brain replayed what it had been shown about Jason's death. How bad Joker beat him with a crow bare, and the look on Jason's face. I buried my face deeper into his chest as tears filled my eyes. I was more scared now then ever before to let Jason out of my sight, what if something like that happened again. Only this time he didn't come back. He could tell me over and over that it wouldn't, but it happened once without him having any control.
"Jay what if it happened again...What if you left me again." I whimpered, refusing to pull my face from his chest, "You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me and loosing you all over again I'd loose half of me all over again. I can't do that, I just can't Jason."
"Doll fa-"
"Don't day it won't because it happened once before and you had no control over that, so who says it wouldn't happen again. Who says anyone out there wouldn't take you from me and oh god..your kids Jay! Jax and Jessica what about them.." I couldn't contain my tears anymore, they started to stream down my face like a waterfall, "I love you so much and I just can't loose you again."
Lexie's P.O.V
I sat curled up with my knees pulled to my chest in the corner of the couch, my head rested on my arms that were wrapped around my legs to keep them together. That first mission was probably the worst mission ever, and I already was making enemies on the team. I sighed burying my face into my arms, "Oh Ryan...I could really use your advice right now."
"Can't sleep?" Acacia asked, coming around the corner in a baggy t-shirt and her hair in a messy bun rested on her head.
"No..not really." I responded, getting up from the couch, "But I think I'm going to go lay down again."
"I'm not going to hurt you Lexie. I think you learned your lesson about everything on the mission back there."
"Learned my lesson? I don't regret calling them for help Acacia. I would do it again if I needed to."
"Oh really? I was lead on that mission and in case you have forgotten but you don't want to get on my bad side little girl. Just because you are all close with Dick and De because your stupid brother died doesn't mean you get to walk over people who actually do well on missions that save lives." Acacia snapped, leaning over the counter her eyes filled with anger.
"My brother is not stupid you red headed demon! And I do belong here, last time I checked you got knocked up 3 times by Dick and vanished with both of his kids. You are only here because of those kids back there." I snapped back, fire burning through my veins at the mention of my brother.
"What did you just say you little twerp! The death of your brother is what got you here, and I know he's very disappointed in the sister that never should have gotten through her depression stage."
"Leave my brother out of this Acacia. You are just mad that I called in help because you couldn't handle it, you almost got everyone killed!"
"That's it!" Acacia yelled, a lightning bolt shot out of her hand and smacked the wall right beside my head.
