Lexie's P.O.V
I pulled away from Tim and looked back up at the stars, he really did deeply care for this Addyson girl and I'm glad there is someone who knows kind of what it feels like to loose someone your so close to. I will say that my feelings were growing for Tim and I hated it because he was still in love with Addyson, and I was not about to get involved. Who knows, he could be another Jesse in disguise..
"So Ryan...He dated De?" Tim asked breaking the silence.
"Oh, yea..He was going to propose to her the night he got into a big accident. Him and Aria both were involved." I sighed, wiping a tear from my eye.
"Aria? Aria was with him when he died?"
"Well sort of..She has a scar on her forehead under her hair from the accident..Wally was on the phone with her when they crashed, he heard it all and raced to the accident from what I remember. De and I met them at the hospital and Wally was holding her hand trying to wake her up while they ran her in and I was calming De down while they rushed my brother into surgery."
"Oh gosh..I hate that you all had to go through that Lexie..I didn't witness Addyson's death but De and Aria did."
"I feel bad for both of them, they have seen more things then anyone in the world should ever have to." I slid off the side of my balcony and went back to sit on my bed, I tossed my hair up into a bun and glanced over at my glasses on the nightstand.
"Yea, well I should go get some sleep..You know where to find me if you need me." He smiled warmly, his hand grazing over mine causing us both to blush before he walked out of my room.
I sighed and picked my glasses up and twisted them between my fingers, I'd never feel pretty enough to be with someone. My past with relationships wasn't very good and I didn't want to get hurt all over again. Any guy I had ever liked was either a jerk or way out of my league..Jesse was my first and last "boyfriend" if I would even classify him as that..Tim was super sweet and I really liked him but he'd never go for a girl like me and I needed to accept that. Just be his friend and stop getting flustered around him.
Push yourself away Lexie..You need to build your walls up before you get to close.
I slid my glasses back onto my nightstand and laid down as my eyes grew heavy and everything went dark.
Aria's P.O.V
I could feel Blake touching me everywhere as he penetrated me all over again just like the original night. I could smell the alcohol on his breath and feel his icy lips tracing my jawline. I was so numb I couldn't move or scream, I just wanted this horrible nightmare to end and to figure out how it was happening. I wanted my Wallykins.
"Aria, I forgot how good you felt." Blake groaned, kissing my cheek.
I felt my body starting to shake and I squeezed my eyes shut as hard as I could and before I knew it I couldn't feel Blake anymore, I was in a different room and this time I was beside Addyson.
"Wha-Addy.." I gasped quietly, backing up against the wall and pushing my hands against my mouth.
I watched it all in instant replay, my twin sister being shot all over again. De being shot again. Me...being shot again. I screamed as I watched the blood pouring out of us, tears streamed down my face as Dick and Wally burst into the room, but this time was different...Wally got hit to. I watched his body fall to the floor beside me, the life in his eyes leaving his body.
"Wallykins!" I yelled, my eyes shot open to see De and Dick giving me a concerned looked.
My breathing was rapid, I was sweaty everywhere and I was in panic of Wally really being gone. Why wasn't he in here, did something really happen? I couldn't get words out, I was starting to shake uncontrollably and looking everywhere in the room for him. My heart monitors started to speed up as I couldn't find a way to breathe, I was having a panic attack...Where was my Wallykins.
Lexie's P.O.V
I woke up sitting in a chair, the sound of monitors beeping filled my ears as my eyes started to adjust I could see Ryan's lifeless body laying in front of me. Why was I seeing this again? I didn't wanna relive this moment in my life ever.
"It's your fault Lexie...You planned for me to propose tonight, you picked the restaurant." Ryan's eyes shot open, his voice low and his eyes narrow.
"What?? Ryan..I."
"I'd still be alive if it weren't for you Lexie, you killed me. You took me away from De! You almost got Aria killed! You did this!" He snapped, his glare cold.
"Ryan..no!! I didn't mean for you to die! I wanted to help with something nice for De!" I sobbed, squeezing his hand in mine.
"Well you didn't. You made her night hell! You murdered her one true love! You made mom have depression!"
"Ryan...please...I..I didn't know any of this would happen!"
"I hate you Lexie...I hate you." Ryan shouted, shoving me away hard, the crash of a car filled my ears as images of Ryan's bloody cut up face filled my head.
I jumped awake, my body in full sweats shaking uncontrollably, I was crying and I couldn't find any words to say. My brother...my best friend..I..I killed him. I stumbled out of bed, tripping over my nightstand, I felt liquid hit my hand and I raised my hand close to my face only to see my whole hand was covered in blood, when I looked up from my hand I saw my brother. I let out a scream and backed into the wall, pulling my legs into my chest and burying my face into my knees.
"You did this..Murderer!" Ryan yelled, on repeat through my ears.
I screamed, holding my legs close to me as my body shook and tears streamed down my face, "No! Stop it! Stop it!"
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