Honey (Book 1)

Chapter 23

Bella's POV

Its been almost two months since I found out about them. It's also been two months since Rosalie and I become an item.

I spend most of my time with the Cullens, they're really like my family at this point. I have fun messing around with Emmett and surprisingly, Jasper. Alice tries to play doll with me but I usually get out of it by just taking her shopping. Esme and I gossip and bond like the mother I never had and Carlisle is another father figure to me.

Sometimes, I'll get decent moments with Edward. He really is one emo bitch. Constantly back and forth with his emotions, sometimes he'll actually joke with me and it'll be nice.

Charlie and I are closer than ever, but given how it was before I moved to Forks it isnt much but it something. We eat dinner together most nights, unless he's working late. And on some occasions he'll invite me to a Sunday morning fishing trip with him, Harry Clearwater, Billy Black and Jacob.

Those are a little awkward but I enjoy spending the time with my father.

At school, things are fine when I have the Cullens around. Rosalie and I are practically always touching but at school, it isn't more than that. People assume things and there are rumors but as far as the rest of Forks, no one knows about Rosalie and me.

As much as I'd like everyone to know, it really is better this way.

Things between us are literally amazing. I've never felt such happiness in my life. I've never felt like I belonged anywhere quite like I do with here. With her.

The future is a wide expanse of time that I rather not stress about right now. For now, I plan to live in the moment with Rosalie and the rest. We hardly talk about that forever I mentioned. I know Rose has issues with her immortality and I can't quite say if its something I want for myself.

Aside from that, Mike, Jessica, Eric, Tyler and Lauren are always trying to talk to me. Angela too, but unlike the rest, she's genuine.

The others are always grappling for something. Tyler and Mike usually flirt with me, much to Rosalie's displeasure.

Eric and Jessica just want gossip about the Cullens. And so does Lauren, but she's always trying to start some sort of drama.

Usually, I avoid all of them. I sit between Rose and Jasper at lunch and we're hardly bothered by them.

Like right now.

We sit at our table, Emmett and Jasper arguing over some insane topic, Edward tearing food apart and Alice and Rose discussing this new line of makeup.

I sit as close to the blonde goddess without being in her lap or even holding her hand. Our legs pressed together, even as she leans a bit towards Emmett and holds his hand.

There's another thing. It's like I've been with them forever, the way they've seemed to accept me into the group.

And with Emmett and Rosalie.

Whenever I'm with Rosalie and she has to leave, and she goes to Emmett, I can safely and truthfully say that there never is a moment of jealousy or anger. I know they're in love, it's an amazing thing to see. And I'm sort of falling for Rosalie. And i care about Emmett.

I just want everyone to be happy, and it makes me happy that Rosalie has Emmett.

It's a hard thing to explain and not many people would get it, but that's whatever because it's our thing.

"Do you wanna see a movie after school?" I ask when Alice joins the boys conversation.

She chirps at them, brows furrowed as she corrects both Jasper and Emmett, while swatting Edwards hand as he snorts at her.