Lie to me

chapter 13 Supremes

ASHME

After the coffee Kendle walked me home as we gradually made conversation about everything. We have the same music taste and he understands everything about me .. like I've known him forever.. he makes me feel safe.

So what are you Kendle?

What do you mean?

C'mon? You didn't see this thing on my arm? The rare fraction symbol?

I didn't look there actually.. I was distracted.

So what are you?

My mother was the goddess of death and my father was a Mexican war lord ..

Oh thats really cool..

Yeah this stuff.. It's not make up half done.. this is my actual face..

I raise my eye brows, squinting as I look at his face. I grab him by the lips turning his face left to right.

What make up? I say eventually.

That just makes him giggle and playfully punch my arm.

My apartment is just down the block I say blocking the path.

We can go..

No I interrupt .. It's fine I can walk alone..

I don't want you walking on your own

Kendle.. Look I think you're cool and all but I don't like being with new people..

Why?

Cause just when I like them they vanish .. leave me alone to brew in my own thoughts.

He looks wounded .. Like I've just stabbed him ..

I promise you I won't just leave..

I'm sure I said walking backwords ,the wind gracefully playing with my hair as I turn around. This has got to stop.. I need time to forget about Noah.. But how can I? ..

I walk home while the words play back and forth in my mind.. I don't understand this at all..

I get to my apartment and it's all dark.. My mother hasn't been home in about a week, keeps telling me that she has to work.. Feels like she's leaving me..

The first thing I do is go to my room.. I'm so sick of people..

I check my phone for any new messages .. B messaged me to remind me of the birthday bash thing, Lowry said something like All's fair in love and war and that was the point I turned off my phone, I didn't want to be disturbed.. More like no one disturbs me any more.. I go to the kitchen and look out the window and for the first time in so long I see Noah.. He wears a grin as he leads someone out of his apartment.. It's a girl ..

Her black hair waist length.. Smooth, silky like she just got out of the shower.. Her blue eyes sparkle , she takes his hand..

He calls her on her name .. Katia, that's beautiful ..

He looks at her like he use too look at me.. Like all he needed was right there in front of him.. And I bet it was exactly like that, I bet she gave him the warmest kisses that left him wanting more each time.. He said to me he would never be happy, well it looks like he fibbed ..

He looks quite enchanted and for that I am happy, I'm left looking at them threw the window.. Neither of them seeing me, they're to caught up in each other. He slides his hand around her neck to cradle her face.. I feel ashamed staring at them like this.. I'm actually astounded that he moved on so quickly .. They just amuse me in the most twisted way possible. He kisses her suddenly , pushing her up against the wall and I'm left with a plainly ache on my stomach. The kind that feels like someone drew a sword and drove it right into me.. I fall against the window ,the coldness of it burning my face.. He pickes her up, her hands in his hair messing it up like I use too. I see myself in that picture.. How I use to laugh when he kissed my neck, how I use to giggle when he looked at me like that.. And then I feel pity for her.. How I'm sure he used that with us all.. To draw us in.. He was a dark angel after all.