screaming **Discontinued**

chapter 10 William's POV

i was so happy when Paris came back to school again. i tried to hide my happiness but i couldn't. she had been absent the last few days since the text. she claimed that it was because she still hadn't recovered fully. but I knew better. I knew her so much better. or at least I thought I did. when I came to school and saw her she didn't even look at me. even with chemistry where we sit together she didn't look at me once. she just full on ignored me. I tried to figure out why she would ignore me but I thought and thought and I couldn't think of a single reason. I tried to ask her but again it was like I didn't even exist. of course there were a lot of people who made sure to remember me that I was in fact alive and well and not invisible. one of those people being gaby. I wasn't really sure what to think about gaby anymore what she did with paris was rude but paris shouldn't have punched her. I was still trying to figure out if I wanted to keep going with gaby. I didn't feel the same about her al leat not the way I used to. in the beginning of the year I just felt normal and later I felt awesome and complete and now I felt like i didn't know what to feel anymore. i most of the time felt empty inside like there was a part of me missing but i couldn't quite figure out which part. so i took time off school by saying to my parents that i wasn't feeling well and they allowed me to stay home. i strategically chose a day where nobody would be at home. i sat down on the couch and began to think. i thought about everything that had happened to me to this point of the year.

congratulations(i'm sorry if I spelled it wrong I have absolutely no idea how to spell that word)

you have been accepted into college.....

I started at the beginning that moment I opened that letter and read it in the presence of my entire family. and how we partied the entire night and when neighbours came to ask why there was all of this noise and we told them they would party with us. it eventually became a party for the entire neighbourhood.

welcome to the footballteam son. you've earned it....

that moment changed my life for the better even though I got a lot of bruises at the beginning I made friendships of which i'm sure of will last a lifetime. and this memory was immediately followed by:

we won? WE WON!!!!!!

that happiness was amazing and it was even better since I made the most goals and I had my girlfriend there to support me. we had been in a relationship since as long as I could remember. from that moment it made even more sense according to gaby because I was the so called star player and she was in the cheerleaders. she was definitely not the best of the cheerleaders. gaby would strongly disagree with me on that subject but that doesn't matter.

the world freezes as I find myself sinking into her eyes. her dark, stormy eyes. there was so much depth and emotion in her eyes, nut at the same time there was no emotion....

I thought of the first moment I saw paris and then I got stuck in a spiral with all my memories of her coming to me once again.

a couple of hours later and sat up from the couch. apparently i dozed off. i forgot what i was doing and just leid back down because i felt really tired. when suddenly it got to me i knew what piece of me was missing. and i had to do something about it fast because right now it wasn't doing anything good for me. i have to get my missing piece back. i have to make myself whole again.

I

have

to

speak

to

Paris

now