screaming **Discontinued**

chapter 16 Williams POV

this takes place after he talked with Gaby

i went to my room and made myself ready for bed. when i was done i let myself fall on the bed. my mind was still thinking about the conversation with Gaby. i was thinking and thinking and thinking i looked at the alarm clock and saw that i have been thinking about it for two hours, and i didn't get any wiser about it. everybody was asleep at this time so i couldn't walk into Gaby's room and talk again. she always slept very fast and very deep. then i suddenly heard something in the room next to mine. i sounded like something that fell or someone. i immediately got up when i realized Paris' room was next to mine. i quickly opened my door and went to hers. i knocked softly to see if i would get an answer. i didn't but wanted to be sure so i opened the door and looked inside. i saw Paris laying on her bed crying. i quickly but a quiet as i could went in and closed the door. i went to her bed and sat next to her. i pulled her in for a hug and she continued to cry. i stroked her hair and calmed her down. ''what's wrong?'' i asked she handed me a letter and i read it. the letter was from her mom in case something would happen to her. ''she knew didn't she?'' i asked Paris. she nodded her head. ''maybe if it makes you so sad you shouldn't do this right now.'' i suggested. she immediately got away from me leaving me cold and empty and she shook her head. ''why?'' i asked. she got out a piece our paper and wrote that this date was connected to her and her parents in a important way so this was her way to get closer. i nodded my head understandingly but still had one condition in my head. ''but i will stay with you the entire time okay?'' and she nodded her head to show that she was fine with that. she continue to read the letters and open the packages. she didn't let me read the letters but I understood those were personal. she did show me what she got out of the packages but that was also because it was very hard to hide. then when she was done with another package and she sat back down on the bed. ''aren't you going to open the rest of the packages?'' she shook her head. ''why?'' I asked curious to know the reason. she took out her paper again and wrote: because those birthdays aren't there yet. I nodded my head and followed her gaze. she then got out a different looking package and searched for the letter which she took out and read. she began laughed sometimes but at the end she began to cry again. I pulled her in again but with her back to my chest so she could still read the letter. i wrapped my arms around her and she snuggled closer. she kept on reading the letter and then opened the package. she got out a music box in the shape of a piano. ''it's beautiful.'' I said to her and she nodded in agreement. she put it on the cupboard next to the other stuff she got. there were a few more things in the package. I noticed a lot of things with butterflies. she put the boxes away again and sat down on the bed. she turned to me and had tears in her eyes and she put her arms out. I got the hint and pulled her into my arms. it felt right like she belonged there. I held her until she calmed down and then pulled away again. I got off of her bed and said goodnight. halfway there I turned around and said with a stern voice and face: ''and now you're going to actually sleep okay?'' she laughed and nodded her head. I went to my room and layed down on my bed. I thought once again about what gaby had said to me, and I came to the conclusion that she very well could be right. so with that on my mind and Paris I fell asleep dreaming only of Paris.