No Emotions

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Peter's P.O.V:


Its only been four days since, Grant passed. I cried every night for the past two days. I couldnt bare to look at Lara Jean, only when i slept in the same bed as her does a pice of my soul get chipped away. 

" Peter " Trevor placed a hand on my shoulder, " you and my cousin are going through a lot right now but you don't have to go it alone, talk to her " he said 

" you don't think I want to, I do, I just can't, I cant look at her without thinking about my son who died before he even opened his eyes "

" I cant pretend that I understand what you feel but LJ can. it might be hard for you but just think of how she felt when she held him and he hand no breath. she sits in the nursery staring at the dry wall until 11 and when she wakes up she does it again "  Trevor explained to me

" is she, in there right now " I asked teary eyed 

" go and see for yourself " he told me.

I walked into the room seeing her so broken up, was scary to me. 

" Lara Jean " she didn't answer me and continued to stare at the crib our son was to sleep in, I walked around her and to see her face blank of emotion.

" Lara Jean I-", I sighed 

" I miss him too " I held her limp hand in my own crying out to her.

" P-peter " she mumbled 

I looked up to she looked up to me and hugged me like never before. " I know this is hard we lost grant, but we have her we have our daisy-belle I bet her and Grant would look alike"

" yeah, I bet "

LJ picked up the smiling baby and like the baby LJ and I smiled for the first time In a while

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