Dear PK/ Peter and lara jean

Once upon a time

Lara jean's P.O.V:

little Jupiter is so sweet and kind, she always brushed my hair and put small flowers in my hair. I picked her as her yellow dress fluttered in the air. she giggled. as I carried her up to the nursery.

" Okay, its time to read you a story "

I put her is the crib as she looked into my eyes, " what about an epic love story ", her face showed a crooked smile 

" Once upon a time... A girl wrote 5 letters to five people, now she never sent the letters but she addressed them hoping that one day shed be brave enough to send them. and one day the letters got out and only 2 of the five men cared for her the same and after tears smiles and laughs the girl found her prince charming, and they lived happily ever after ", Jupiter was fast asleep by the time I had finished a not so fictional story;   

an hour passed as I began to think. I remember more clearly why I wrote the letters. it was because knowing that I couldn't have someone was to much to bare, rereading them allowed me to go back and experience how powerful and all consuming my emotions are. 

I sat down on my bed and reached below pulling out my old laggy laptop that worked well enough for me. I powered on the machine, and pressed a key on the board and from there words feeling on screen appeared.

' Dear Peter Kavinsky,

I don't know why, but every day I think of you, wishing your strong hands holding me like they once did and feeling the golden specks in your eyes watch as I sleep. missing the sound of your raspy deep voice and the smell of your cologne. PK, you are my prince charming and I once told you that I loved you. 

P.S. I still you  ' 

a small tear fell on my hand as I reread the letter to myself. I felt like I was betraying Jordan but I need to write my feeling or else they would come bubbling up to the top. I sealed the letter in an envelope, that read ' Peter Kavinsky ' and shoved it in the my grey satin pillow case.

I saw startled when my phone buzzed. I picked up " Hello " I answered

" Its good to hear you voice I missed you ", 

" Jordan "

" Yeah, its me "

" how are you and your parents " I asked 

" their better, and I have news "

" what's going on " 

" I'm coming back "