Dear PK/ Peter and lara jean

Daisy-Belle

Peter's P.O.V:

everything gotten much better since last week, Lara Jeans been more chatty and like a family we go and have fun along with Daisy-Belle. I just fell an emotional strain to the room Grant was to sleep in. even if the door is closed, I would walk by and feel a heavy weight on my shoulders. I cant imagin what its like to Lara Jean.

" Trevor " i called him 

" yeah man"

" help me get rid of Grants stuff " I said looking at a picture of him in a frame when we was peacefully sleeping or so we thought. 

" are sure, maybe you should hold off on this for a while " 

" no, no i cant this picture, his crib, its nothing but extra emotional baggage the Lara Jean and I dont need or want "

" peter, maybe you do need to keep around just for a little bit. kinda like a memento "

" i want it gone, you can either help me for get out of my way " 

" okay " he agreed 

later

i stood in the room and there was only Daisy-Belle's stuff.

" What the hell did you do " Lara Jean stood in the door way holding Daisy

" what " i said 

" you took everthing out of here without telling me " she walked over to daisy's crib laying her down for a nap 

" I thought you'd be happy " I explained as she looked around more intensely

" how could you do this " she whimpered

" I'm sor-"

" HE WAS MY SON TOO AND THIS WAS HIS NUSERY, HOW COULD YOU TAKE EVRYTHING OUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING TO ME PETER " she cut me off, I've never seen or heard Lara Jean yell   

" all this time everyone was been walking over egg shells for you and I, I have been doing everything in my power to make sure you get through this, but you haven't thought of me for one minute " 

" I'm that thats how you feel, where is it " she said calming herself folding her arms 

" wheres what " i asked in frustration

" My bear, Wheres my bear " 

" I dont know Trevor was helping me pack, and it must have gotten into the donation pile" 

" my mother gave my that bear three days before she passed "

" its probaly all at the goodwill "

" you are so selfish you know that, god I didn't even want to be with you from the being it was always Josh, if i hadnt came down to the hot tub when I did you and Gen would still be together every single pain that both of us had is because of you, I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE, I cant take it, i know i have to be strong but I don't care, I don't. losing Grant, it killed something in me Peter. maybe in a twisted way we deserved to lose the baby " she yelled 

" I Don't ever want to see you, Jupiter or even Daisy-belle, I'm leaving tomorrow "   

" LJ you dont mean that "

" yes i do, an im going to get my bear back "

" we have to talk about this, does this mean you want to breakup " 

she stopped briefly but kept going.

Later

Lara Jean's P.O.V:

to be honest I was angry with peter. but in no life would I want to live without him or the girls. I saw him sleeping on the right side of the bed. I tiptoed over the cracking floor boards, crawling into the warm sheets. 

I sighed," I-I don't know if you can hear me but, I'll admit I said some out of pocket things I was just so mad at you. I felt like you wanted to get rid of Grant almost like you wanted to pretend that it was always just Daisy. but I'm not ready to really say goodbye to him yet I need you to understand I will heal but I lost someone that would have changed my life forever.  but I will get stronger this will make me stronger you just have to give me time "

I played with my fingers waiting for a response and I never got one, I layed my head on the pillow, far from peter. I closed my eye when at that moment Peter pulled me in holding me tight embracing me.

" I know I hurt you I'm sorry, I also know that my Lara Jean would never meant anything she said, I love you and I know you need time to heal "