𝙿𝚜: 𝑖 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢//Joshua Bassett

"𝐝𝗼 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐡𝗼𝐰 𝐬𝐞l𝐟𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬 𝐬𝗼𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐧𝗼𝐰?!"

☝︎︎𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑏𝑎𝑑 𝑏𝑜𝑦 this 𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑦 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑠!!

☞︎𝑗𝑎𝑛𝑢𝑎𝑟𝑦 25𝑡ℎ

It was currently 11am and i have been in my bed all day. It wasn't because I was sad or anything. I just was in a bad mood. I mean I've been in a bad mood every day ever since me and my mom had that fight last week.

We apologized to each other and everything is good between us. But i still felt like I wanted to talk about it with someone. I didn't want to talk to Bry, Tate or Jonah because they've been really happy after I auditioned. So many things happen last week that i even forgot to talk to my manager Sam.

I guess it's pretty obvious I was sad and stressed because when I mentioned Sam Tate told me not to worry and said she already talked to him about the auditions.

Tate said he was pissed because I didn't tell him but he will get over it. I was deeply in my thoughts when my phone started ringing.

𝚂𝚘𝚏𝚒𝚊♔ 𝚒𝚜 𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 
𝚅𝚒𝚊 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎
𝙰𝚗𝚜𝚠𝚎𝚛   𝙳𝚎𝚌𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎
𝙲𝚘𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐.......

𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚒 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞
𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚒 𝚗𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚜𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞
𝙷𝚘𝚠 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚒 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕
𝙰𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐! 𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚒𝚐 𝚗𝚎𝚠𝚜

𝚂𝚘𝚏𝚒𝚊 𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚖 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗. 𝙱𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎
𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐.

𝙾𝚔𝚊𝚢..
𝚁𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜
𝚂𝚞𝚙𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚝 𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚔?

𝚈𝚎𝚜 𝚒 𝚍𝚘. 𝙺𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚊 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐-

𝚈𝚎𝚊𝚑. 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚊𝚗 𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚒𝚕 𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚛!
𝙸𝚝𝚜 𝚞𝚙! 𝙸 𝚠𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚘 𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚒𝚕.

I immediately jump out of my bed and put my phone on my desk. I open my computer and open my emails. And there it was! An email from hsmtmts directors! "Ready?" I hear Olivia's voice. I look to my phone and see that sofia has added her too.

"Okay on three" i say "one" "two" "Three"
I immediately open the email and read the named "matt something" i sat "Ad- ADALYN VAN DOREN As Lydia!" I yell "i got in" Oliva yells "we all did"

I jump and look at the screen with all the names. I scroll down to find Olivia's name.
I found her.

As i was looking at the names a familiar name pops. "Jos- joshua Bassett as Ricky" i read at loud. My smile immediately faded and i felt my heart sink. I started feeling weird and dizzy.
I stopped dancing and jumping and sat back down. No no no! Please tell me I'm just blind and seeing things.

It can't be. "Are you okay Ada? You don't seem happy" Olivia said "actually you look like you just saw a ghost honey" Sofia continues.

I wanted to answer but I couldn't. My throat felt dry. It felt like I haven't drank water in years

"Y-yeah I'm okay. I'll call you guys later" and without waiting any answer I ended the call.