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Chapter 15 Knock

Andy's pov

"White rabbit, white rabbit! Wake up. Andy. Andy!"

"Fuck," I groan, slowly opening my eyes.

"Oh thank god," Juliet throws herself on top of me.

"What the fuck," I grumble, pushing her off of me.

She stays on top of me, stroking my hair. "After we got back last night you were mad at me so I pulled out some stuff from my stash and we-"

"Stash of what? What the fuck did we do last night?" I have to restrain myself from shouting.

"Just some pills. I don't remember what kind. We had fun! You took a bunch though and passed out and I was worried and-"

"What is your fucking problem? Why didn't you stop me? I could have fucking died!" I completely loose my cool. "You thought we were having fun? What kind of fun was it? Do you even remember what we did last night? Because I don't! I have no fucking clue what the hell even happened after about what must have been half way through our time at the bar. Did we even ever leave the bar?"

Juliet rolls her eyes, "You're overreacting. Of corse we left the bar. we walked back here and that picture girl who works here, Lemon or something, well her camera broke. I think I tired to throw it to her and I missed but I told her should just get a new one with her next paycheck or something. Why are you looking at me like that?"

I'm staring at her open-mouthed. Lenny loves her camera like she loves her left arm. She's probably completely devastated and I've been ignoring her for... For what? Juliet? A girl who I'm obviously not into anymore.

"I need to go," I say abruptly, pushing Juliet forcefully off my lap and getting out of bed. I pull on a pair of jeans that I find on the floor and sprint out the door, foregoing shoes or a shirt of any kind. I run up to Lenny's door and bang on it forcefully.

A moment later Lenny opens the door, rubbing her eyes, "What's the matter?"

I wrap her in my arms, picking her up without thinking about it. I set her back on the ground but continue hugging her. She just stands there until I finally let go.

"I'm sorry," I whisper.

"You said that already," she answers.

I look at her, bewildered.

"When Juliet broke my camera. You said you were sorry and then she dragged you upstairs," she says. "You can go back to bed now. You've redeemed yourself." She begins to close the door but I stop her.

"Lenny,"
"Just stop it," she cuts me off. "you're obviously happy with Juliet no matter how angry you are at her when she won't sleep with you or just wants to take cute pictures with you! Nothing is wrong with her! She's a little clingy but that's not a bad thing! You don't need me. All I'm going to do is make you look like a jack ass. I'm doing this for you. Leave." She shuts the door.

"Lenny!" I shout, pounding on the door. "Lenny let me in! Lenny!" I keep knocking. "Lenny! I'm sorry. Please let me in. I need you. Please Lenny." I stand outside her door, knocking at intervals for hours. She doesn't answer.