Three Days LaterIt's Wednesday today and haven't really spoken to Winwin since the whole... you know? We've had a basic conversation but just left it at that. What makes things even more awkward is having his parents back. They arrived this morning and I've been trying to be more uplifting than I have been the past two days.
I've been too much in my feelings and I need to stop.
I need to suck it up and do my job properly. I'm not getting paid to be in silly drama. I need to focus on my job so that I can be a better parent to Dohee and get us a house of our own. This is why I am here... for Dohee and for myself.
Mr. and Mrs. Dong are currently in their office working, the kids are in their rooms like always, and Winwin I'm not too sure what he's been up to. He's always locked up in his room. Probably watching porn if you ask me.
Speaking of the devil, Winwin walked into the living room where I was folding the kids' laundry.
Winwin sat on the couch next to me and whispered, "Hey, I need to tell you something..."
Well, this isn't his usual "hi" and then walking away.
"What is it?" I ask, placing a hanger onto Lu's shirt.
"I invited Chaeun over," he said.
I broke the hanger. "What?" I question.
Chaeun? Wow, he did not wait long...
"I invited Chaeun..."
I grabbed another hanger and said, "Oh... I see..."
"I just wanted to let you know..." Winwin said as his fingers began to fidget around. "I hope you don't mind."
I turn to him and gave him the fakest smile. "Why would I? That's great news." I turn back to the clothes I was folding. "What she coming for?" I ask, trying to stay calm.
"She had something to give to my parents," Winwin replied. "But if it makes you feel uncomfortable I can tell her to come at a later time."
"No, she can come now. It's your place," I said as I began to put the clothes into their rightful baskets. "There's nothing going on between us anyways."
"I know but-"
"It's fine," I lied, faking another smile. "Really."
Don't feel bad for me... that's the last thing I want. Maybe I was wrong about this... maybe it was just me with these... feelings. Winwin clearly isn't showing them.