Wanting Her

Chapter 33

-HIM-

"Ethan." She is a squirming mess under me. I am busying myself kissing down on her perfect body. Her chest is heaving up and down, and her body arched upward in my direction.

God, she's so damn responsive.

I am going to take it slow for her. I want her first time to be perfect and satisfying. Never forgetting that I'm the one who made her feel this way.

Kissing her stomach and down her navel, her fingers instinctively move to grasp my hair. Tugging it but not to the point of pain. If it is painful, I would gladly take it for her pleasure. Helping her ride out her pleasure.

I'm taking it painfully slow, and it kills me but I don't want to rush. I have all the time in the world with her, and this is the time I'm willing to take it slow.

Truthfully, I don't know what the future holds for us. I mean, she knows it too. But I'm willing, needing and wanting to take the chances of this. Us. To be with her and I promise that I'll try for her.

I promise to myself.

Lifting her smooth legs, I kiss her inner thigh, making sure to lick it just to hear her whimper in need. When I'm near her core, I don't waste anymore time in devouring it.

"Ethan!" She gasps in shock at the sensation and almost lifted off from my bed, but my hold on her restraints her movement.

"You taste so good, baby." She didn't know what to make of her hands, so she grasp the bedsheets. She mewls, whimper and moans as lick and suck her until she's a whimpering mess with me between her legs.

It's not until her legs decided to close around my head, I know she's close. Close to releasing her pleasure. I look up at her and what I see had my lungs still. She was gasping for breath with her eyes closing and her teeth was biting her bottom lips.

Damn, she's beautiful.

"Please." She whispers. I know what she wants and I'll give it to her.

"Come for me baby. Come all over my tongue." I groan against her core. My words set her off and she spasm and bucking, releasing her pleasure. I lick her sweet taste until she ride down her pleasure.

After she was done, I crawl back up at her. My arms caging her and I stare at her after-pleasure face. Flushed pink face, lips swollen, chest moving up and down rapidly. But one thing that had me mesmerized, was her smile right now. She opens her eyes and green orbs pierce me right to my soul.

She wraps her slender arms around my neck and pull me down for a kiss. She is thanking me with this kiss, sweet and perfect.

"I want you." She says.

I trail my eyes on her face, kissing her nose, I say, "Are you sure? Aren't you hungry?"

She nods and say, "I'm hungry for you right now."

Damn, if that didn't make me buckle. I will write a record of having the worst blue ball case right now. I want her so so bad it hurts. She see the hesitancy and cradle my face in her soft hands.

"I'm serious. I want it to be with you. Please."

I would never, ever, if she had beg me that way, that I wouldn't be like a loyal puppy to her. She had totally wrapped me around her finger and she just doesn't know it.

I hide my face in the crook of her beautiful neck. "You're going to kill me." I growl at her.

She chuckles and delved her fingers in my hair. I close my eyes and relish the feeling of her fingers there. Calm. That's what I feel with her. She gives me calm and I thirst to be with her because she give me the feelings I didn't know I need.

I crave her.

I kiss her neck and the sexual tension that have dissipated earlier come back like a heavy waterfall in the room. She instantly moans when I nibbled and bite teasingly on her neck.

"I want you. So bad. It hurts." I say in between kisses.

I kiss her collarbone, her earlobe and down on her puckered breasts. My fingers is kneading her flesh, holding like it's the only thing I need. I need to make sure she's ready for me. I trail down my fingers and feel that she's already wet.

"God, you're perfect."

I lift myself and fetch the condom on my bedside table. I wear it and line myself to her. She is holding me like I'm her lifeline. Sweat beads between my brows to stop myself from plunging into her.

"It's going to hurt for the first time, okay?"

"Yeah, I'm ready." She said on an exhale.

I let myself in her, but god it already felt like heaven. She sobs a little as I let half of me in her. I groans and pepper kisses on her face. Saying sorry for hurting her.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry baby."

I thrust full in her and she cries out. I already felt bad for hurting her but hearing her cries out kills me. I whispers sweet nothings to her and never out of saying sorry.

After long hours or maybe minutes, the hurts subsides and replace by pleasure.bShe moves on her own accord and the feelings is like I can jump the building if she asked me right now.

"You feel so good baby. You okay?" I asked her.

"It feels, full... and good too." She says bashfully. She even have the audacity to feel shy after everything we've done. I love her even more for this.

We move together, in sync, and never did we feel this connected. It's like our feelings is connected, our soul is in linked and everything is about her and me right now.

I concentrated on bringing her to orgasm first, this is about her, I remind myself. I positioned myself so I can reach the hidden spot inside her. When she gasps softly, I know I've hit the jackpot. I keep hitting her on that spot, to bring her higher than before.

"Let go, baby, I'm here. I'm here." I said breathlessly, encouraging her. God knows I can't stay longer than right now.

"Ethan. I'm coming." She trembles against my body and I hold her until she come down from her high. I steel myself to open my eyes, to look at her when she falls apart and I don't regret it one bit.

She hasn't look more beautiful than she is right now.

Not long after her, I keep up my rhythm and I swear she had her second orgasm and I let go too. Falling on her but not enough to crush her. Both of us are breathless, speechless from the aftermath.

After we both has calm down from the high, we look at each other and laugh. I kiss her for giving me her first time, I kiss her for trusting me, I kiss her for everything that she is.

"That was mind blowing and incredible, baby."

"Yeah, I agree. Well, Mr. King, you've successfully succeed in destroying every other man."

"Good, because you will only going to get me."

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p/s: omg they've finally done it. I'm actually so embarrassed to post this chapter but I think I need to, for Lana and Ethan , and maybe for you guys who is silently anticipating their first time.