Wanting Her

Chapter 46

-HER-

Everything has started to fall beautifully back into place.  All assignments has been submitted and midterms are finally done. Our final examination is just a week away. And after that, we're gaining some free time to ourselves. 

And, the best part is, I get to spend more time with him.

To be honest, I've been waiting for this moment forever. Because I want to do lots of things with him. It's both thrilling and exciting. I had a feeling that everything with him will be as interesting as he is. Even when we're just bored doing nothing, but we're bored together.

That sound really really nice.

We have yet to speak anything about after college but I am also in the space where I don't know which is which, what is what. All I know is I want to enjoy everything I can right this moment. I'm clueless and oblivious in which courses should I take and I just can't seem to care right now. I know deep down, I should've taken the major in business so that I can help my dad but I am still questioning about my wants.

It comes to my realization that we need to speak about this. I kind of a serious matter because the future keeps us running and we can't run from it. It's inevitable. What if, he went to a far away college. We need to figure out how we can keep seeing each other.

Because, if you ask me, I want my relationship with him. Stays. Forever. Always.

We don't know what the future holds but I will do everything in my power, the best to fight everything if the results is with him.

That, I'm sure of.

I am very glad and relief about how the dinner went on. I was happy, nervous, flabbergasted at the same. It comes to a point where it is too overwhelming, I feel like throwing up. But I don't. Thank goodness. Ethan is very cool and polite, I find his new side very attractive I want to kiss him for being very considerate. My mom OBVIOUSLY seems to like him very much, and my dad. Yeah, not that okay but okay.

That seems to be enough.

I have just with classes and I am walking with Em as we promise to go to our favourite ice cream place. She sling and entertwine our arms, walking side by side to her car.

Because I don't bring my car today.

"I'm so done with schools. Can't they just stop giving us homeworks." Em groans.

I laughs. "I know right. It's just never ending and at some point, I feel like, feel like I just want to scream!"

"It's exhausting and I feel like I'm being abused mentally and physically. Like, like urghhh I don't know. The fact that my mind do know this homeworks does help me in understanding better didn't help, because in the end, I'll do the work. I'm tired of myself. I'm tired of battling with myself."

She stops walking and it kinda makes me stop to because she's glued to me. She turns herself to me, "Do I makes sense?" With a confused face that I really want to smack because my hand is only halfway there.

Instead, I pat her on her head, "No, you makes the most sense of all senses in this world. Now come on! I want ice creammmm!" While dragging her to her car.

After we've arrived, we practically stormed out of the car and like a kid afraid that his candy being taken away, we run to order our favourites. It doesn't matter when no one is queueing, we run anyway. After taking our orders, we sit just beside the windows.

The ice cream looks tempting enough that we don't wait a minute to devour it. After getting our first taste, we slow down. Em looks at me, I look at her, then eat. I raise my brows at her, then she ignores me.