Wanting Her

Chapter 2

-HIM-

I park my motorcycle near the entrance of the school's building and make my way towards the building. As I walk in I can already feel eyes on me. It's always like this when I'm at school or everywhere I go in this town.

I've finally come back after everything that has happened. It's been a year since that happened and I'm not going in that time and moment anymore. I just want to complete this whole school shit and leave this city for good. Away from judging eyes and talking shit about what happen 2 years ago.

I instantly spot my bestfriend, Will facing his locker. I smirked in realization. He's the only one who knew about my condition during my break or what people call, banished out from school.

Clearly, I'm here.

He's also the only one who knew about my returning to school thing.

As he close the locker I come by smacking hard on his back. He moves forward to his locker by the sudden attack by me. He scowls and looks ready to pounce on who dare to do such acts towards him. But when he turns, his angry expression change to a big smile and laugh.

"You dipshit! Greet me with your mouth not your fucking gigantic hands!"

I just laugh and he gave me a side hug and a tap on the shoulder.

"How are you, man." He asked while grinning. Flashing me his straight white teeth.

"Drop the act, Will." I smile knowingly.

"I know, it's for the eyes that's watching." He whispers while doing the hands gestures act of whispering to my ears.

I snatch his hands away from my face and face palm his face till he go away backwards.

He groans but didn't act to fight me. "Someone's got his panties twisted. You need to get laid man." He has the guts to say that. This fucker.

"I didn't want to get laid and surely don't need to get laid. I can get all the women who is willing to do it in a split seconds". I say smugly but the reality is, I can't get myself to get a woman with my fuckself.

I can't really afford to get myself distracted after what have happened.

We laugh at my comments but I suddenly had the urge to look at my back. When I look back, there she stands beautifully and so unreal. She's breathtaking. Her light brown hair shines with the assistance of mere sunlight and what stands out the most is her green eyes.

Her nearing, I can see a specks of brown circling her irises. She wears a white strip shirt that's not too tight and not too loose just enough to enhance her magnificent figures. I trail down my eyes down to her long legs covered in light blue jeans. So beautiful I can't take my eyes off her.

I would notice her anywhere I go.

She's all the beautiful things and beyond.

I break my gaze from her. Lana. I find myself always this way with her. But she never notices me. Lana enter our school just after what happened. I first saw her at the teacher's office to get her class schedule. I was just out the principal to tell him about my break from school.

It's still fresh in my mind, how I am so mesmerized by her beauty, I didn't notice I stand at the principal's door for too long until she looks up at me. She gives me a small smile as she notices me and I stupidly stare at her without a reaction. Too stunned too react. My stupid respond is to just stare like a creep I am.

You're a creep only for her.

After that incident, even in my break from school I always find my way to look at her from afar before class started.

I didn't notice Emmy has gone her way to Will when I heard Will said. "Lana, Ethan. Ethan, Lana". He said with his hand goes back and forth between me and Lana. She lift her hand and made a small wave towards me and smile.

Beautiful.

"Hi". She said with her sweet voice.

I can't find my voice right so I clear my throat and said, "Hey" with a small smile.

Will just smile knowingly because he know about my interest in Lana. Fucking Will.

"You didn't know him because he just got back to finish his senior year here, Lay" Will explains to Lana. She just nods and turns her attention from Will back to me.

I don't know why but I like feeling her eyes on me. I want her attention. On me. I would do anything to get her captivating eyes staring at me. I just stare at her, stare, keep staring until she looks away.

"I got to go. Have class. See you guys later". She said and pulls Emmy's arms to follow her. My eyes follow her until she's out of my sight.

"Man, You're whipped".

"What. Fuck no, what the hell are you talking about".

It gets me a second until I'm finally able to reply to Will. He just laughs and shakes his head at my denial.

"Yeah, whatever man". I said not wanting to admit to him.