My Viewpoint || J.JK ✓

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Smiling.

"Why did you do it?" A voice said from behind. The same voice I could recognize even in a crowd. His tone dripped with anger. I didn't need to look to know his jawline sharpened as he clenched them tighter, his cheek pulled inwards enhancing his cheekbones, his forehead creased bringing his brows together to meet at a place.

I didn't reply. Simply, taking out my clothes, I closed the closet. I turned around, making my way to the bathroom for changing. I had my face downcast, not wanting to meet his eyes.

I almost made my way past him. But he was faster. He caught me by my forearm and turned me to face him. In the process, my clothes fell down on the floor, while I was captured in his intense gaze.

"Don't ignore me." He growled at me. "Why did you do that?" He asked me again, through gritted teeth.

"Shouldn't you be happy?" I said in an unbothered tone, rolling my eyes. I found every single object in the room interesting except his eyes. His orbs contained only anger at this moment. What confused me was the fact that he was angry at me, when he himself wanted this to happen, right? He wanted his hyung to be away from me. And now he is. He should be satisfied.

"You cannot just hurt him and throw him away after everything he has done for you." I sighed.

Back when I started in US with Jimin, it was hard to cope. Not because we were lacking, infact we had the best team, but because of the fact that others weren't honest. And it was a well-known fact that every high-class autocrat had to be indulged in some or the other illegal work, be it gang or dealing in drugs, weapons or worse, girls as prostitutes.

So, it was obvious, that to be successful I had to bring them down. And that meant, destroying their side-businesses. To establish ourselves, I had to get into the personal lives of these so-called autocrats. So, I had to fool them enough to get the necessary information for taking the required actions, to stop these illegal affairs. But what the world saw was how the big companies went bankrupt while mine grew steadily, to become the largest in the world. And the 'poor' bankrupt men went around telling the media that I had 'seduced' them, and the 'naive' public believed them too. Yet that didn't stop me from being successful, so who would want to complain.

Even though I am being called a slut, sick woman, I know what the reality is and so do those men. It is my truth untold. Jimin never complained when I came home with drunk men. Because he knew I would never sleep with such filthy people. The world didn't know my side, but Jimin knew because he helped a lot in stopping these illegal things. He has been my right hand.

But, I wasn't wrong in what I did.

"But you wanted this right?" I finally faced him, voicing out my thoughts."You wanted your hyung safe from me. You said I used him. And you wanted him to trust what you said about me. I just followed your words. You should be satisfied now." I said in a quiet voice, forcing a smug smile to stretch on my lips.

Jungkook stared wordless for a few moments, searching my face for answers and then sighed in frustration. Then he held both of my shoulders, keeping me tight in my place. He considered a lot of things in his mind; but said nothing. I couldn't help myself being allured towards him over and over again.

"You're really sick you know. I can't imagine someone being as mean and selfish as you, Kim Ivy." He says, as he finally let go his tight grasp on my shoulders.

"No wonder you disgust me." With that, he turned his back to me and walked away. And he was out of the room, leaving me alone in my own thoughts.

"Only if you had known my viewpoint, Jeon Jungkook. Only if you knew." I whispered out, dropping myself on the bed. I was physically worn out. And mentally torn apart.