Diary of The Infinite

79| Jimin

When I stepped inside my apartment, Yoongi was asleep on the pages of a new sketchbook. He looked too peaceful to wake up so I set our dinner in the oven to stay warm and covered him in a blanket.

Work had been busy, so i showered and changed into a softer pair of pants and a tshirt. Yoongi was still sleeping peacefully on the rug, but the air had grown chilly, so I shut the window. I took my place on the couch and opened a book, planning to let him sleep.

Our connection felt off before he started shifting restlessly. It was a heaviness that lingered rather than the shadow that had rippled through almost a month ago.

I felt the tears in my eyes even as I  heard Yoongi cry out.

"End? End!" I scrambled off the couch to pull Yoongi upright. He was thrashing and crying. He knocked over a pack of colored pencils, which scattered across the rug inna flurry of sound and color.

"Yoongi, please." I hugged him close despite the boy's struggling, "I'm scared End."

Yoongi's eyes fluttered open, face streaked with tears and chest heaving with uneven breaths. "Where is he?"

"I'm right here, End. I'm right here."

"No. Void. I have to find him."

I sat back, Void? "Who's Void?"

Yoongi sat up, shoving his art books and pencils into his bag. His face was flushed and his hair was matted from sleep.

I scooted away from End. "End. Who's Void?"

"He's important. I have to talk to him." Yoongi's voice shook.

"Yoongi." I stood up.

I'd never heard him talk about anyone named Void. An unsteady feeling of mistrust twisted in my chest and the fear returned.

Yoongi's eyes finally came to rest on me, steady amidst so much unsurety.

"Who's Void."

"I used to be with him. After you. He'll know how to help."

"Help what?"

"I'm not sure." He admitted.

"Then why do you need him." I wanted to know.

"I'm not sure, I just feel it, Beginning. I'll call you, kay?"

"But I brought dinner." I could feel it slipping away, the last of my calm. "Yooni, please stay. Or- or take me with you."

"Void doesn't like you. I can't let you get hurt."

"Why doesn't he like me?"

"Because I love you." Yoongi pressed a kiss to my forehead and was gone.