The unnoticed one with the troubled boy (other tik tokers included)

1 September

The date of my first kiss with Mariano Castaño did it have to end that way. A thought that would pass in my mind every day for a year until our eyes met again. The hurt, the pain all of the emotions I carried with me when the day of 1st September began.

Julie's POV

Mattia? The name slurred out of my mouth as I saw his hand on my shoulder.

Mattia: Yeah, I saw you sitting here and thought you maybe didn't want to be alone.

Julie: Ok, I quietly answered and decided to go back to the memories with Mariaño. And from nowhere all the feelings that I kept bottling inside came out, I know Mariaño had his bad qualities but his good ones won over the bad ones. I miss him, even though I hate to admit it I do.

For some reason, I noticed Mattia's rage fill up onto his face, and it became red, I stayed quiet though.

Mattia: Yeah, I'm ok, but why are you missing him? You do not need him anymore, besides that he put you in such dangerous situations and you know that right? Or are selfish because you don't want to admit that you didn't want him back?

Julie: What fuck did he say? My mind couldn't process it and I was shocked.

Are you serious?

Mattia: I mean yeah, I can see right through you.

First of all, he was my first love, my first everything. And maybe I don't need him but your opinion shouldn't even be shared in this situation. Sure, he put me in dangerous situations but we solved them, and he even solved half of your problems. Man up Mattia, I said.

Those last words I left alone with him and decided to never speak of them again.

Mariano's POV

The train suddenly stopped and the voice operator, and started speaking. You have arrived in _______

I stepped off and smelled the fresh air and looked at the familiar buildings. You're not afraid anymore, I said to myself repeatedly.

I started walking towards my house and I was debating on either going in or not. I didn't have any plans or anything on what to say or on what to do.

I sat down on the stairwell where I lived, my face dug into my hands, debating on what to do. I have no answer, then suddenly I heard crying from the corner.

My sister... Taller, and prettier than I thought she would be,hahaha.

Her walking turned into running and she collided into my arms and I felt comfort from her that I haven't felt for so long. The words she continually spoke: You're here, you're here, you're finally here.

Then the crying continued. From both of us.

She walked back a step and made sure it was me, during that time my mom, my brother saw me. And to be honest I have never been so scared before, of wondering what they would say or what they do to me.

But fortunately, their eyes became watery and multiple tears shed down their cheeks.

Mijo... quietly my mom said. I stood up and we hugged. My brother along my side and my sister.

I came inside and we discussed, she shed more tears. And finally, I told the truth. I wanted to keep you and everyone safe. More tears were shed and she answered. It's ok.

I started to cry myself know. Not with a single knowledge of what I would do when stopped off the train my family still loved me. But we have to go to the police with Mattia, Mariaño, my mom, said.

Wait, please I have to have a second with before we do anything I need to. Of course mijo but be safe and don't leave again, please.

I promise I won't not now, not ever again.

Now it's Mattia's turn to leave, I left with those words left in the atmosphere and started my path towards the end of Mattia's life.