isn't she beautiful?

9 - we're in trouble huh?

i sighed heavily as i walked out of my classroom, wiping the small tears that had fallen quickly off my cheeks, like hell i was going to the office.

when i turned the corner, i saw seokjin tearing posters off the walls, he looked very angry.

"seokjin? w-what are you doing? you can't just wreck stuff!"

"who cares?" he shot back.

footsteps down the hall startled us, "i bet that teacher will, come on." i grabbed him by the arm and i pulled him into a hiding spot where the teacher couldn't see us. we waited and stayed quiet until we couldn't hear footsteps anymore.

seokjin heavily sighed, his back hit the wall, letting his body slide down to the floor where he bunched up his legs, he looked like he was thinking a lot. i slid down on the floor, sitting next to him. it was silent between us, until he started to talk.

"it's...it's just a huge lie," he said. "there's no such thing as a safe space for everyone."

"no kidding," i chuckled. "everyone thinks i should pretend i'm not sad, just because judy is happy. it's like, we're hurting and we're not allowed to talk about our pain because it makes everyone uncomfortable."

"what?" his head turned to me.

"we have to care about everyone's feelings, unless our feelings are hurting their feelings, then we're not allowed to have any feelings." i scoffed.

"yeah, that's crap." and his attention never left me.

"exactly," i laughed. "that would've been more appropriate to say in class."

"really? what did you say?" he asked.

"i just had an outburst that's all," i sighed. "mostly because of judy and alec."

"yeah, i heard about that..."

"how's jimin holding up?" i asked, in attempt to change the subject.

"honestly, i don't know what's going to happen next. i'm just waiting for the day he wakes up, which is soon, hopefully. i hate that he has to go through all this pain, it should be me in a coma right now..."

"wow...you really love him, don't you?" i smiled.

his lips curved upwards as he stared straight ahead of him, like he was thinking about moments with him and jimin, "yeah, i do."

"good. that's good."

he exhaled heavily as he leaned his head back against the lockers we were on, "do you think we're going to get in trouble?"

i laughed, "definitely."

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yoo someone needs to like doordash me in n out, i'm sick of being quarantined :(((
[sorry for any grammatical errors]