isn't she beautiful?

17 - jin + dani

i found myself at his door, i exhaled deeply as i knocked, then turning the door knob and walking in. he smiled once he saw it was me, "ah, so girls' night did turn out to be bust."

i laughed, "yes it did."

"come here, i want you to help me with some lines." he scooted over on his bed and made a space for me. i picked up the paper and began to read over the lines.

"'i'll be here for you. but you need to be there for him.' is this the first time they meet in the play?" i asked.

"yeah, what do you think?"

"it's good but...never mind it's stupid." i chuckled lightly. "no tell me." he said.

"well, maybe hope should be a voice at first. or else people won't get that she's more than a person, you know?"

"yeah, that's...that's perfect," he smiled. "that's what it actually needs. thank you for helping me with this."

"you're welcome." i smiled as i handed the script back to him.

"hey do you wanna play hope?" he asked. "i've been having some trouble to cast someone for her part, but i think you'd be perfect for it....you're really awesome, danica." he said. i noticed how he kept looking from my eyes to my lips, over and over again. and i couldn't help myself so i did the same thing.

i hesitated to answer as i noticed how close he was to me, "i-i don't think that's a good idea." i said, looking away from his gaze.

"why's that?" he asked. i inhaled sharply as i looked back up into his eyes, "because i like you. i tried not to, but i do. and i'm worried that if we spend too much time together, we'll both end up doing something that'll get us in trouble."

"like what?" now he was just staring at my lips, not even looking into my eyes. he didn't hesitate when he leaned in, planting his perfect lips on mine. i pulled away, rubbing my lips together. the anticipation was growing, "are you sure you want this?" i asked.

he nodded his head and leaned in to kiss me again, this time with more passion. he leaned forward, pushing my body down onto the mattress where he hovered over me. my arms wrapped around his neck, my legs wrapping around his torso.

his hands pulled my clothes off my body like nothing, leaving me in my bra and underwear. alec never kissed me like this. nor has he ever touched me like this. seokjin is the first guy to ever see me naked. his clothes soon came off, our bare skin touching each other creating more heat.

i've heard all about sex and how amazing it is. but i was scared, scared because this has never happened to me before. and i never thought my first time would be with my best friend's brother. i'm just happy it wasn't namjoon, then i would really be screwed.

he pulled away from the kiss, panting as he looked down at me, "i don't have any condoms." he said. "it's okay, i-i'm on the pill." i smiled. he lips curved upwards, he planted a kiss on my lips. i felt his fingers curl at the waistband of my panties. there's no turning back now.

i could feel my heart racing with adrenaline and lust, he pulled off his boxers, positioning himself between my legs. he pushed himself inside me, i hissed in pain, throwing my arms over his broad shoulders and pulling him closer. he moved his hips and the pain was almost unbearable. but then the pain turned into pleasure and it began to feel good.

i began to moan as he rocked his hips back and forth with a rhythm, his plump lips were swollen from us kissing. we had to watch ourselves though, we didn't want to be too loud, tati and namjoon's rooms weren't that far from seokjin's.

his arms were placed by the sides of my head as he pushed himself in and out of me. i bit onto my bottom lip to hold my moans back in fear of being too loud, how could something feel this good?

"i-i'm close." he moaned. and so was i. i couldn't stop the moans that came out of my mouth. "o-oh my god!" i moaned. i felt something about to burst in my stomach and i didn't hold back when the feeling flowed through my entire body. seokjin moaned loudly as he came, his liquids filling me up.

we were left panting on his bed, so that's what an orgasm feels like.

he smiled at me sweetly, planting a small kiss on my lips, "let me clean you up."

after he did, he gave me his white t-shirt that laid on the floor, pulling me close to him as we laid under the covers. he kissed me on the forehead as i buried myself into his chest, "good night danica." he whispered.

"good night, seokjin."

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ah but the story doesn't end there :)))))
[sorry for any grammatical errors]