Mafia & Coffee

We Need to Talk

Katerina's POV

I glanced at the digital clock on the bedside table and it showed three in the morning. I hadn't slept at all, I couldn't sleep no matter how hard I tried. My mind just wouldn't shut off. On one hand I realized I needed to leave now, I could just sneak out and take  the next plane to a new city in the United States and start over. On the other hand, I had promised Colby I'd never leave him on and I was a woman of my word. If I was going to leave, I had to have the decency to at least tell him but I knew if I told him I was leaving he'd try to convince me otherwise. Either way I knew I'd hurt him, I had allowed him to grow to close to me. Hell I allowed myself to grow to close to him. I wasn't sure which was a bigger mistake.

No matter what I decided, I needed to decide soon. Time was of the essence, the longer I waited the more danger I was putting him in for no reason. Rather it be literal danger from the mafia  or danger from a broken heart. Never in a million years did I think I'd care so much about hurting someone. Most decisions I made in my lifetime, I made without a second thought. Hesitation was a sign of weakness my father always told me, those who hesitated were always the first to die because instead of pulling the trigger they were weighing their options. But my father was no longer in control of my decision making and I wasn't dealing with a mafia decision. I was dealing with a personal situation. The one type of situation I was never trained for.

I was trained to be a solider, not to be an individual. I never thought I could feel so many different types of emotions until I met Colby. Now I had to not only listen to my brain but also my heart. Which of course had opposing views on what action I should take. Maybe my father was right, feelings really were a burden often to heavy to carry.

As I laid snuggled into Colby, feeling his bare skin against mine. His soft breathing filling the room as I could hear his heart beat as my head rested against his chest I came to a decision. Lets hope I wouldn't regret it.

I lightly tapped Colby trying to wake him up." Colby we need to talk." I said softly and his eyes slowly opened.

"What's wrong, are you okay?" Colby asked in sleepy voice as he tried to wake up and I sat up. Sensing it was important Colby also sat up and looked at me.

"Yes and no. I need to tell you something and I couldn't wait any longer to tell you this.." I said softly as I tried to keep focus as he looked into my eyes.

"Go ahead then, Sav'." He responded looking at me curiously.

"After this Japan trip, I'm leaving." I said and he nodded which confused me.

"I figured you'd want to go back to Davenport after the Japan trip, Savannah. Traveling isn't for everyone I understand. I'll even spend a few days at home with you." He said with a soft smile.

"No Colby, you don't understand. I need to leave Davenport. My aunt called today while you were in the hospital, she isn't doing well and needs me to come home." I explained as it was easier to tell him this lie than just leave him with no explanation.

"So you have to go back to Miami? For how long?" He asked with a soft sigh.

"I'm not sure, Colby. I may never come back. I promised I wouldn't lead you on which is why I needed to tell you this.." I said softly while looking down.

"Can I come visit you at least?" He asked with hopefully eyes.

"Yes." I replied knowing his schedule was hectic and he wouldn't try anytime soon to come visit.

"I'm not going to lie, Savannah. This isn't exactly ideal but I appreciate your honesty. If its okay with you, I'd really love to enjoy these last few days with you. Hope is getting picked up tonight then it'll just be the two of us." He replied.

"I'd like that, Colby." I admitted saying the truth for the first time this whole conversation.

"Then let's not think but what'll happen after this trip and focus on the present." He said then kissed me deeply and passionately which I immediately returned as he suddenly had me pinned to the bed." You happen to be in the mood now beautiful?" He asked as he rubbed my pussy fast and hard.

"Mm I'm definitely in the mood, daddy." I replied as I felt much better after telling him all that.

"Then I believe it's your turn to be on top, babygirl." He said as he suddenly flipped us over and slid me all the way down his dick causing us to both moan in pleasure.

"My pleasure, daddy." I replied with a smirk as immediately began to ride him fast, hard and deep. I also leaned in and pinned his arms over his head as my breasts bounced right in front of his face.

He began moving his hips to match my speed as our moans soon filled the room, I was definitely thankful Hope slept with a noise machine in this moment.

I began to increase the overall intensity causing Colby to moan my name in pleasure. He reached his head up high enough and began to suck on my nipple causing it to get hard then moved onto the other.

"Mmmm Colby!" I moaned out as I angled myself so he'd be hitting my gspot as I rode him. It only took a few moments more before we both came. I decided to stay ontop as I caught my breath as I enjoyed the feeling of him inside me.

"I get it babe, you want more." He teased as he flipped us over so he was on top then immediately began to thrust fast, hard and deep causing me to arch my back and moan loudly in pleasure.

"What a way to start the morning." He teased with his sexy ass smirk on his face. He immediately began to thrust against my gspot hard and fast causing me to scream in pleasure and dig my nails into his back.

"Oooo daddy." I moaned out as he slammed against my gspot once more causing us both to cum again. He slowly pulled out then laid beside me and pulled me close, holding me as we caught our breath.

"Now, I think you need some sleep because I'm pretty sure you didn't sleep at all." He said looking at me.

"Wait how did you know that?" I asked raising an eyebrow.

"Because your head was still rested against my chest. Usually when I wake up, your ass is against my dick and your head is right beside mine." He replied.

"Oh so you got me all figured out now huh, Mr. Architect?" I teased as I snuggled into him.

"I highly doubt that but I'm certainly learning babes." He said then kissed my forehead." Also feel free to wake me up anytime during the night or early morning if you need more sex." He teased causing me to playfully roll my eyes.

"Noted, babes. Same goes to you. You can have me anytime." I said saying the last part in a seductive tone.

"Oh really?" He asked with a devious smirk.

"Really daddy." I replied with a wink.

"I'm going to hold you to that beautiful, but for now we sleep." He responded as he held me tight." Goodnight Savannah. Sweetest dreams." He said kissing me softly before closing his eyes once more.

"Goodnight Colby, sweetest dreams." I replied once kissing back. I got comfortable in his arms then closed my eyes as well. I may not of been able to tell him the whole truth, hell I told him none of the truth quite frankly. But at least I didn't just get up and leave his life. I would be leaving him with some type of closure which would hopefully allow him to move on. However I planned to make these last few days with him the best he's ever had. I felt I owed him that much, hell I owed myself that much. For once I was going to live in the moment and enjoy myself.