The Aloof Hyacinth [COMPLETED]

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

Grumpy

AYA was thankful that she finally got home. Nang makauwi siya ay wala pa naman si Mrs. Carlos. Hindi naman ito strikto, napakabait nga nito. Ayaw lang talaga ni Aya na mas nauuna itong makauwi dahil baka kung anong isipin nito. She sounded 'praning' but she just wanna return the favor to Mrs. Carlos for having her in her home and be able to sent her to school to pursue her education.

Meanwhile, his words lingers on her mind like a replay. She's cute? Siya ba talaga ang tinutukoy nito o baka ibang babae na posibleng sumagi sa isipan ni Hammer ng mga oras na iyon? Anywho, she didn't care. Or more like.....she shouldn't care. Pabiling-biling siya sa higaan niya. Hindi mapakali at pauli-ulit na nakikita sa kanyang diwa ang guwapong mukha ni Hammer. Naisip niyang hahayaan niya na lang muna ang sariling isipin ito. Dahil baka sa pagpipigil niya ay lalo lamang umusbong ang damdamin niya. Alam niya sa sariling hindi niya naman mapipigilang ang sariling isipin ito. She once was attracted to some guy back in their province. Pero nagtagal lamang ito ng isang buwan nang malaman niyang may girlfriend ito.

Sabi ni Hammer wala daw siyang girlfriend. Malamang pansamantala lamang ito. Siguro, sa kalaunan, magkakaroon din ito. May kaunting kirot sa puso niya pero may parte rin sa pagkatao niyang nagagalak. Maybe it would take a pain to erase her feelings for him. Kahit siguro hindi ito magkakagirlfriend na halata namang imposible, gagawin niya ang lahat upang mabaling ng husto sa kanyang pangarap ang atensyon. But in the back of her mind, she was really eager to explore what does relationship with opposite sex feels like. How would it feels to be kissed by a guy, when he hold her hand and when he caressed her cheeks like she was such a precious creature on earth. And the guy that she can see herself with is none other than but Hammer.

She did a research. Tiningnan niya lahat ng friendlist ni Carey sa facebook at ang mga fino-follow nito sa instagram. Doon niya nakita ang account ni Hammer. His username is (harryferrer). Pareho sila ng apelyido ni Carey kaya malamang magkapatid lang ang kani-kanilang ama. Nakakahiya rin naman kasi kung itatanong niya pang lahat kay Carey. All that she knew for the past few days is that they're cousins. Aya even concluded that they may be on a second degree or third. Thanks to instagram, she found out that they're at first degree. Private ang account ni Hammer kaya ang tanging nabingwit niya lang na impormasyon ay may Spanish-Irish descent ito ayon sa nakasulat sa bio nito. Kitang-kita naman sa mukha ang pagiging banyaga nito. Ni hindi niya alam kung ano ba talaga ang buong pangalan ng binata. Yayamang kakalimutan niya na rin naman ang nararamdaman, mas mainam siguro kung malalaman niya man lang sana ang buong pangalan nito. She have lists of crushes on her notepad now. Pangalawa si Hammer.

Mas lalo tuloy siyang nanliliit sa sarili. The information she got urges her to really forget about liking him. Baka kung saan pa mapunta ang simpleng atraksyon niya. Naaalala niya pa na may kaklase siyang umiyak dati dahil nalaman nitong may girlfriend ang crush umano nito. Natatakot siyang magaya sa kaklase niyang iyon. Doon niya napagtantong, kahit pala sa crush lang ay pwedeng makapanakit sa kanya. She tends to stay away from things that may harm her well-being or break her heart. She just wanna prevent history to repeat itself considering to what happened to her sisters.

Speaking of her sisters, they still keep in touch with her. Nagkamali lang naman sila pero hindi naman sila naging masamang ate sa kanya. They always told he not to do the things they have done. She sighed, probably the last sigh she's going to make before she go to sleep. Nang magsawa siya sa kaka-scroll ng social media accounts niya ay nagpasya na siyang matulog.