I'll love you forever and always

everything good comes to an end

Meredith
Derek
"I cant stay here tonight I just need to be alone for a few days"
*he doesn't let Meredith say anything because he leaves so quickly he didn't even pack anything he just left*
*meredith knew what she had to do so they could both be in peace she grabbed a plane sheet of paper and a black pen sat in the bed and started writing*

"Dear Derek,
Derek, my love, my world, my everything I'm sorry I deeply am sorry for ruining you trial but if you ask me again I would do it over and over because I know I would be helping others and I know that makes you mad because it's what u hate about me but it's also what I love about myself! that day in the bar the day I met you was the best day of my life and I will forever cherish that moment. I love you so much that I stood over a gunman for you.I was willing to risk my life just so you could live that's how much I love u and I know you felt that same way back then, probably not now. You helped me rise above and you made me a better person...but I won't stay here knowing I will always be the reason your dream was destroyed. You told me that trial was everything to you. In those exact words and my heart broke you career has always been the love of your life and I had always thought it was me so I'm guessing this won't be as hard as it will for me. Then you said that the only reason you were with me was because of the post it..well Derek I'm giving you an out of our marriage and i know this will make your life better and I know this is what you want... this is not what I want it has never been my plan to even write this letter but you expressed how you feel and I'm doing what's best for you and me. I love you so much that I'm going to walk away from you. I wish the last last words you would've told me would've been "I love you" that way I would remember you that way ...remember our marriage that way.I don't know when you'll realize I left but you will find this letter sooner or later... I'm taking the post it so you don't feel held back from moving forward. Oh and I'll get a lawyer to send you the actual divorce papers from when we got married in city hall. Derek I'm begging you to not try and find me...I'm leaving for you because I want you to succeed and I'm holding you back from that and I don't want you to hate me every single minute of your life. I can't be with someone who doesn't get what I do and who doesn't support me in my decision even if their bad I need someone who will stick with me through everything! And I know you want someone who understands right to wrong and I'm just not that person, so I'm letting you go take the out ,find someone who can give you everything I couldn't...I love you derek shepherd but I just can't stay with you
-love Meredith"
*once Meredith was done writing that letter she put it in an envelope and wrote dereks name on it and set it on the bed where he could clearly see it when he walks in... she grabbed a suit case and filled it up with all her clothes and some shoes..and then she grabbed another one for more shoes and other things she wanted to take with her and finally she crawled up in the bed and grabbed the post it and packed it up... she was about to turn off her light and she stares at her bedroom one last time before finally walking out*

AUTHORS NOTE: OKAY so Lexie is still alive mark is still alive Cristina left to Switzerland along time ago (to finish her rest of her residency over their and automatically become and attending) and Meredith was about to be a attending just not a SGMW.